so. I am still plagued by my aversion to homework.
who woulda thunk?
I need to get over this. and fast.
time to bite the bullet.

I've got something good going for me.
and it's not something at all easy.
I'm already starting to get fed up with everything.
time to set things straight.

this is going to take me somewhere.
so. I've got to stay on the

so, yesterday, I took the dlab ( Read more... )

last 6 hours in the Philippines for now.
time flies. or at least it glides ever so smoothly on air.
what a wonderful vacation... and it's not even over yet.
one more week of fun!

it'll certainly be odd being back in the U.S.
I've gotten so used to being here.

over two weeks into my 6 week vacation ( Read more... )

well that's just fantastic.
I went from having 3 days of work this week
to having zero. 000000.0

I am poor.

I find it to be kind of annoying
that I've started to digress into something lazy.
something so lazy I actually enjoy sleeping late.
and taking my time to get out of bed.

it's not making me that happy.

There once was a time
Where I wasn’t pushed to know
Now I’m uprooted - on my own
The difference might be sinking in

However, I notice that my mind
Is led by secret missions making
Their way inside a barrel
So much room before a burst

I take my life in notes, and me
Trying not to let it show
Subside in my abstractions
It’s now visual over audio

The crumbling apart of good things
The subtle movements we never notice
Everything that is longed for
And not ever having an easy time

A trash pile has risen up
It is collecting outside the front door
Those movers better get here soon
The furniture is being stolen

Existence breathes in all of us
Inhaling conscious green vapors
Then vented through reception
And released as a reaction

Careful recitation forgets flavor, yet
Life resumes on the breath of the humble
Who make it their business to notice little sister
A satisfied customer just wouldn't know

Here I got unanswered needs ( Read more... )