Secret Whispers - Chapter eight [part I]
Title: Secret Whispers
Authors: aroruae & fighter_of_moon
Pairings: Akame, Ryokame & others along the way
Genre: AU, angst, fluff, drama, smut
Disclaimer: If the boys were ours, you'd be seeing more of them on TV and we'd have them in RL too
Summary: For those who don't give a damn on things like destiny, let me tell you one thing. They are real. And that's what Akanishi Jin was going to find out.
A/N: There will be some chapters not that long as the previous ones, but they were so much fun to be ended like that <3 Usually, our chapters have about 30 pages of word, but there will be some with 20 something pages, so it's not that much of a difference ^^ We'll make it up later, I promise you <3
First song ~ Without notice
Second song ~ Water dance
Third song ~ Our story - Prologue
Fourth song ~ Crazy love
Fifth song ~ Affection
Sixth song ~ I.N.P.
Seventh song ~ Miracle
Chapter eight
Eighth song ~ Change Ur World
Come with me; let's try to change this world
Even now our footprints slice up the sky
Everything is here in my hand.
We don’t know when changes might appear in our life. It can happen suddenly or it can be something expected, it can be a joyful thing or it can bring terrible things along with it. We don’t know and the only thing we can do is to wait for it, hoping that it won’t cause us problems and that we won’t regret the change that had been brought over us or that we had chosen ourselves.
Nevertheless, it comes, with or without our approval.
We just have to be ready to deal with it, hoping that we hadn’t made a mistake in accepting it.
Thoughts about killing Jin continued to run through Kazuya’s mind, a dark aura emitting from him even when he entered his apartment and saw Yuuya curled on the couch and reading. The younger brother sensed Kazuya being a bit different from usual, especially when the other one didn’t even greet him back. The door at Kazuya’s bedroom slammed and Yuuya looked at it confused, but he eventually shrugged, knowing that if it was something important, Kazuya would come and talk with right away; well, after his thoughts were sorted out anyway.
After fifteen minutes, the doorbell rang and Yuuya looked surprised from where he was. Before he even got off the couch, Kazuya already opened his bedroom door, brushed past him and into the kitchen from where he came out with a glass of water in his hand. Then he marched to the entrance door and opened it widely and threw the water in Jin’s face.
Yuuya was thunder-struck.
“What the hell?!” Jin yelled annoyed and confused and vaguely wondering if he hadn’t got the wrong door. His vision needed a few seconds to clear and when he was finally able to see again, he looked at Kazuya with an upset expression. “What was that for?!” he asked with a high pitch in his voice.
Kazuya pursed his lips and narrowed his eyes. “One: for knowing my address. Two: for telling me you love me. Three: for leaving me behind like that.” He said all of this with a hushed voice careful for Yuuya not to overhear. “You can go now!” He then said with a louder voice and proceeded to close to door if not for Jin’s foot.
“One: I know your address since I’ve send you those flowers so it’s kind of a little late for this.” Jin said with a calm voice, pushing open the door and entering the house. “Two,” he then dropped his tone, “I love you and I’ll keep on telling you this until you get it. And three.” He stopped to take a breath and changed back to his normal tone. “You’ll understand soon so take your jacket and come with me.” The actor added, a small hint of plea in his voice - he really didn’t want to fight with Kazuya.
Kazuya looked taken aback, but he was decided. “I won’t come.” He said immediately and turned his back only to find Yuuya staring earnestly at them. “What are you doing here?” Kazuya asked shocked and wondered if he had heard Jin saying that he loved him.
“Do you want to take my brother away?” Yuuya asked and looked at Jin with sparkling eyes. “Here!” he threw Kazuya’s jacket to the actor. “Don’t forget the shoes though!” he winked and pushed Kazuya into Jin, signaling the older one to lift Kazuya and leave already or otherwise his brother won’t go anywhere with him.
“Yuuya, what the heck are you -”
But Kazuya didn’t get to finish his sentence as he was suddenly lifted in the air by a grinning Jin. “Thanks for the help!” the actor winked at the younger brother as he watched him put Kazuya’s shoes on his stomach. He didn’t wait for anything else and dashed on the stairs, stopping only when he got to his car and completely ignoring Kazuya’s struggles as he threw the younger in the car, locked the door to make sure that he won’t run and climbed in the car, starting the engine.
The trip to their destination had been quiet, Kazuya choosing to sulk over his kidnapping and to not talk to Jin, still blaming him for what happened earlier. Jin seemed to not be bothered by this and he also didn’t open his mouth until they arrived and stopped the car in front of a big building, looking kind of fancy and definitely not a place where Kazuya would usually go.
“What’s this?” Kazuya forgot to sulk as curiosity got the best of him.
“This is…” Jin stopped for a moment and turned to look at the assistant, biting his lower lip. “A surprise.” He chose to say and grinned upon remembering that the younger had been the one to not be interested in their destination.
“A surprise?” Kazuya said with a quirk of an eyebrow. “Do you still remember what I said about surprises?” he asked with a threatening tone. “And don’t stand there grinning like a stupid and take me back home now!”
“Oh, come on, it will be fun.” Jin laughed, somehow amused by Kazuya’s reaction. “I promise it’s something that you’ll enjoy the most!” he said with a silly smile, hoping that he was convincing enough. “And I’m sure that you won’t regret it so please trust me.” He pleaded, using his puppy eyes attack.
Kazuya looked away and pouted. He couldn’t believe this. Even Yuuya was on Jin’s side - but if Yuuya had known that Jin had made him cry, then he’d definitely have thrown Jin’s sore ass outside of their apartment. But he hadn’t told Yuuya anything and it had led to being kidnapped by Jin and helped by his own brother. Traitor, Kazuya mused and sighed.
“I’ll go.” He said in the end, giving up now that he got here. Also he couldn’t say that he wasn’t a bit intrigued about Jin’s surprise and his idea of fun.
Jin smiled even more brightly and got off the car, getting to the other side and opening the door for Kazuya, tucking his hand into his as soon as the younger stepped out of the car, taking advantage of that fact that it was already night and dark and no one could see them. He didn’t say anything more as the two of them entered the building and Jin completely ignored the secretary that seemed to get ready for leaving and headed to the elevator, seeming familiar to the place.
They stopped at the 19th floor and walked a little more, stopping in front of a door and passing by other desks. Jin only then turned to look at Kazuya, seeming a little curious and intrigued by what reaction will he get. “I did promise you this.” Jin started and nodded his head once, to show that he hadn’t forgotten about this. “I talked to Pi earlier when I left that suddenly.” He explained, deciding to start with the beginning. “He told me that Ryo was at his office today and I thought that it would be a great opportunity to see how amazing you are and how much you deserve to be the assistant of the best director.” He smiled and looked at Kazuya with a loving gaze. “So… here we are.” He chuckled, squishing a little the boy’s hand which he hadn’t dropped even one second.
Kazuya looked at Jin with wide eyes. Jin had brought him here to talk with Ryo? The younger couldn’t believe his ears or his eyes, the words simply didn’t want to seep into his brain. Kazuya let out a soft whimper as he got close to Jin and let his head fall onto the other’s chest. “You’re stupid, you know?” he said with a half chuckle, half sob. “You should have said that from the beginning… I wouldn’t have thrown that water on you.” He whispered with an ashamed voice.
“Well, where’s the fun in that?” Jin laughed as he let his hands settle on Kazuya’s waist, only now realizing that he had forgotten all about that accident and was still soaked. “Speaking of this, I should go and find a towel or something and you should go inside and talk to him, okay?” he said as he detached himself a little from Kazuya, his hands on his shoulders now and looking into the boy’s eyes.
Kazuya nodded and bit his lip nervously. He looked down and there was a mutter from him, but inaudible and when he didn’t received any reply from Jin, he lifted his head and peered from under his eyelashes at Jin. “I need a good luck charm.” Kazuya said with a lowered voice, hoping that Jin will get the cue and do it without having him to say it out loud.
Jin blinked and looked at Kazuya like he had just seen the cutest being alive. He grinned and then he smirked, pretending to be totally clueless. “And how could I help you?” he teased the boy, enjoying the way Kazuya seemed to be stuttering.
Kazuya pouted and looked at Jin with puppy eyes, thinking that if the older was teasing him, he was really going to murder him after. But then he thought of a better idea without him having to say or do it. He brought his index at Jin’s lips, pressed it lightly against them then he touched his own lips and looked up at Jin with a sly smile. “I already got it.” He said with a taunting voice and moved to go to Ryo’s office, now ready for his interview.
Jin just chuckled and looked after Kazuya with a longing gaze before finally reacting and grabbing the younger’s hand, pulling him back into his arms. “I think you were talking about this.” He said with a smirk as he leaned over Kazuya and slowly pecked his lips, tasting them and nibbling on them with an increasing passion and desire, his hold firm on the assistant’s waist as he wanted this moment to last for ever.
“No, I was talking about this.” Kazuya whispered, already teased too much, and closed their lips together, his tongue slipping inside Jin’s mouth, exploring it at first shy and then wishing for more. It felt good and reassuring, it felt right and blissful, it felt like what Kazuya wanted to do in order to thank Jin for bringing him to Ryo. He was happy.
Jin laughed into their kiss, feeling all warm inside and giving him a funny feeling that he had never felt before. He deepened their kiss and brought Kazuya’s body closer to his, letting his hands fall down on the boy’s ass and squeezing it a little as their cocks touched and their moan was lost into their kiss. The older one groaned, wanting more and trying to tell himself that this wasn’t the place for this when, as if to remind them that, the doors opened and Ryo appeared instead of them, an eyebrow raised as he looked at the two lovers making out.
Not that Jin noticed him or something like that.
Kazuya did though and he had heard the doors’ opening, shock making him freeze in Jin’s arms and then quickly pushing Jin away. God, this was exactly what he needed right now! He lowered his head, wanting the lights to suddenly go off and engulf them in darkness. Kazuya couldn’t even say a thing as he slowly began to back away, feeling like he wanted to run than to face Ryo’s piercing and inquiring gaze. Really… why did he do such a thing in a public place?! God… the horror!
Jin instead needed a few moments of blinking to finally realize what just happened and why Kazuya suddenly disappeared from his arms. “Oh.” He said, his mouth forming a small O as in surprise. “Hi, Ryo.” He said with a sheepish smile, wanting to look more comfortable than he was really feeling.
Ryo threw him a look that clearly said you’ve-got-to-be-kidding-me and then sighed, suddenly feeling really tired. “It’s late, what do you want, Bakanishi?” he asked, rubbing his eyes with the heel of his palm to drive away the headache that was starting to form.
“You said earlier when I talked to you that I can come now with Kazuya!!” Jin whined and as if to prove his point, he pushed the younger in front of him, the boy now standing between the two friends.
“Oh, yes.” Ryo seemed to remember. “I’m sorry, I’m having a really tough time so I forgot.” He apologized, making a short bow at which Jin responded with a snort. “Nice to see you again, Kamenashi-kun.” He then smiled gently to Kazuya as he stretched his hand for a shake.
And for the first time, Kazuya panicked and for a moment didn’t know if it was alright to shake hands with Ryo. But manners took over him and he stretched his hand too, grabbing Ryo’s. “Same here, Nishikido-san.” He replied, feeling the tremble in his voice. “I’m very grateful for making time for me.” He bowed, quickly removing his hand away. It really took him all of his nerves to face Ryo like this after kissing Jin like that.
It would have been kind of hard to say no, Ryo wanted to say but refrained himself as he saw Jin making faces behind Kazuya’s back. Instead, he just smiled politely. “I’ve heard a lot of good things about you, Kamenashi-kun.” He said with a satisfied tone, having also consulted Matsumoto to ask for references and not fully trusting Jin’s word of how amazing Kazuya was. “I would have been sorry to not take the chance and talk to you.” He said professionally, as this was going to be the fist business meeting they’ll be having.
Kazuya’s heart swelled with joy as a small smile made way to his lips, curling them a little. Of course, he hadn’t forgotten about the shame of being caught in such a situation with Jin, but still… being praised by the man you’ve admired your whole life was definitely much greater than the embarrassment you were feeling. “I would have contacted you, but Jin apparently thought different. Thank you once more for making time for me, Nishikido-san.” Kazuya bowed for the second time, feeling his heart beating so fast.
“Don’t worry.” Ryo chuckled, going back to his office and inviting Kazuya in with a shake of his hand.
“Good luck.” Jin whispered and pulled Kazuya by his arm to give him a little kiss, taking advantage of the fact that Ryo couldn’t see them and then pushing him forward gently.
Kazuya’s heart stilled for a moment, but as soon as he entered Ryo’s office, he felt it beating again, faster and faster. Jin shouldn’t have kissed him again, Kazuya thought as he felt his cheeks burn and a new wave of shame washed over him. Now he will have trouble even looking into Ryo’s eyes. He gulped as he felt more than saw Ryo signaling him to take a seat as the director did the same. He didn’t want to look at Ryo and see him giving him weird glances, but Kazuya had to toughen himself, that if he wanted the job. So, biting on his lower lip, he lifted his head and looked at Ryo expectantly.
“I am sorry I haven’t brought a CV with me.” He apologized beforehand, suddenly remembering that he needed such thing at interviews.
“I know, don’t worry.” Ryo smiled yet again as he settled at his desk and removed some of the millions papers that were there. “Jin said earlier that he wants it to be a surprise so I kind of figured that.” He sighed tiredly, already used to his friend’s moods and sudden changes. “I hope you don’t mind that I took the liberty to check with your actual boss.” He said while looking at Kazuya.
It came as a surprise the last sentence, but Kazuya didn’t show it. “It’s alright, it’s to be expected.” He gave a small smile. “Though I hope Director Matsumoto didn’t say anything too bad of me.” Kazuya nodded a little, seeming worried. But it was only a façade because it would have been silly to believe that Jun would say anything bad of Kazuya who had always worked the hardest on the set.
“He had been delighted and this is actually the real reason that I’m actually giving you a chance and not just entertaining you.” He admitted with a chuckle. Because even if he was Jin’s friend, work was work and Ryo wasn’t a man who would mix them up. “Though I still have some questions.” He added, now with a serious tone.
Kazuya straightened himself on the chair, again too conscious of his beating heart and now his sweating palms too. “Of course.” He nodded once, his expression serious and his aura professional. Whatever passed through his mind - mostly related to Jin and his kiss - Kazuya didn’t show a thing. After all, private things will be kept private.
“Tell me, for start, about your previous work places.” Ryo demanded. “Who you’ve worked with, what other jobs did you do, what’s your experience in the area?” he asked, his eyes fixed on Kazuya and watching his every move. He always did this to the ones who wanted to become his assistants, trying to intimidate them and see how far they could go. Most of them didn’t even pass this test. Others failed soon after. And the rest didn’t manage to stay too long on the job.
Kazuya gave a curt nod and then he began to relate everything he had done in the past. He didn’t feel intimidated at all by Ryo’s piercing stare and soon it was clear that the younger was addicted to his work, if you were to notice the calm, yet happy tone he was using and the sparkling eyes he had during his talk about his former jobs. Also, he didn’t get lost in details, he simply pointed out the things he had done and even talked about his mistakes, admitting that he had done better the next time. It was clear that Kazuya was a perfectionist and everything he’ll do would be out of pleasure and not out of commitment, though there was a bit of that too. And when he stopped talking, he looked radiantly at Ryo, the thankful attitude for his former bosses even now present.
“I find work very important and it surely is the cause of the person I am today. I will try and do my very best at everything I’m asked to.” Kazuya felt the need to add, remembering how he hadn’t known how to use a computer and now he had learnt even how to fix one. Just because he was a perfectionist.
Ryo nodded yet again, content of Kazuya’s reaction and his dedication to the job. He had been impressed by some points in the younger’s story, but it wasn’t like he had never heard that and Kazuya was the first one. And besides, words were words, so Ryo needed to find out more. “Why did you start this job?” he asked, being a more curious than necessary.
Kazuya blinked unsure. Hadn’t he mentioned? Apparently not, so he looked down a bit before staring straight in Ryo’s eyes. “Because I was impressed and influenced by your movies, Nishikido-san. When I saw the world you managed to create through a camera’s lens, I wanted to be a part of that world. Not in front of it, but behind it. I wanted to see the world you are in before you create something like the movies you have.” Kazuya made a small pause and a frown creased his forehead. “But I still have a long way and for this I have to work even more. I won’t stop no matter what.”
“Now that’s a good determination you have there.” Ryo chuckled, pleased by Kazuya’s answer and feeling a little shy to be interviewing a fan of his and even more, someone that he had influenced to pick up the same job as his. “Tell me about your family.” He continued with his interrogation after a small pause.
Kazuya tensed a little, but he quickly relaxed. “My parents are dead and I live with my brother who’s preparing for college. I know nothing of further relatives since my parents didn’t have siblings and my grandparents are also dead.” He answered with a voice void of emotions and with a serious expression. It wasn’t like he wasn’t hurting because of his parents’ death, it was more like no one needed to know about this pain, especially during an late-night interview.
“I’m sorry for your loss.” Ryo said with a small voice, not having really expected this answer. But he had had to ask and to know if there would be any problems if Kazuya was forced to suddenly leave town or even country because of his job. It was one of the critical points of taking on this job. “How many hours can you work daily?” he then asked, wanting to get over this awkward moment - at least for him it was, he had no idea about Kazuya.
And Kazuya was as eager as Ryo to get over this moment, that’s why he answered quickly. “I can adjust to any program, working late or over working hours are not a problem for me.”
“This job would require a lot of time from you.” Ryo stated with a serious voice, entwining his fingers and putting his hands on the table in front of him. “There may be moments when you won’t be able to go back home even for a couple of days. Or even more.” He warned Kazuya, preparing him for what was coming if he decided to hire the younger. “I don’t forgive and don’t allow mistakes. If I give you the job, I expect to hear no complaints and to have perfect results.”
Kazuya nodded a few times. “It’s not a problem if I won’t be able to get back home for a few days. And I will do everything without a fail and there surely won’t be complaints.” He repeated Ryo’s words as if to assure the director that he’ll do it perfectly. “I am ready for everything.”
Ryo showed a satisfied smile. “Then considered yourself hired for the time-being.” He said with a grin. “Just let me know when you’ll be quitting from your job and then we can sign the contract.” He added, raising himself from the chair and stretching once again his hand towards Kazuya to seal the deal.
Kazuya looked puzzled for a moment, then to Ryo’s outstretched hand, but didn’t take it. Not yet. “By quitting … do you mean I have to break the contract I have now with Director Matsumoto?” He asked, hoping that he didn’t understand right and that his mind was still wired up because of Jin’s kiss. Though he had a bad feeling.
“Of course.” Ryo answered like it was a normal thing what he had just said, shrugging a little. “It’s a full time job, you didn’t really expect to be working in two places, did you?” he asked, cocking an inquiring eyebrow at Kazuya.
Kazuya opened his mouth and then he closed it. “I can’t quit half way.” He said with an unsure voice. “Can’t we do something about this?” he looked at Ryo and he really hoped that the director would be able to come up with something, otherwise… he will have to turn him down. No way was he going to break his word given in front of Director Matsumoto.
“I understand that you can’t quit right now, but I can’t afford to wait for you two months until that movie is finished. I’ll probably pick another project soon and even if there won’t be many things to do at first, I still need an assistant.” Ryo explained, sitting back on his chair and looking expectantly at Kazuya. Really now, what was all of this about?
Kazuya sighed and let his head down. “Then… I appreciate the time you have given to me this night and also the opportunity to be your assistant.” He raised his head again and looked straight into Ryo’s black eyes. “But as I’m sure you wouldn’t like your assistant to leave you in the middle of a project, I can’t leave Director Matsumoto either, though I would have surely enjoyed working with you. I may be rude saying this and I may be a fool for doing it, but I can’t quit the job I’m doing right now.” Kazuya said with deep regret and it showed.
“True and I also appreciate your sincerity.” Ryo replied, congratulation Kazuya in his mind for his decision. He raised himself from the chair for the second time to lead the boy out of his office when a sudden noise coming from outside - sounding like something breaking - stopped him in his tracks. Oh, God, the idiot, Ryo thought, only now remembering that Kazuya had come with Jin. When the singer will find out that he had rejected Kazuya because of this reason, he was sure that Jin would start whining and complaining and this would continue for days and…
“Maybe we can think of something.” The director suddenly said, his voice sounding a little unsure. He thought for a few seconds and a plan immediately formed in his head. “I have an offer for a movie, but that one starts in four months.” He explained, frowning a little. “I’ll need you more in the last two months before it starts, but until then you can work only a few hours a day.” He proposed with a small smile.
Oh, God, he was digging his own grave, Ryo thought bitterly. But it didn’t matter and it was maybe for the best. “Just don’t expect at a high pay.” The director added after. This way, he could see if Kazuya was really right for the job and, without a contract, he could fire him more easily. In fact, he could adopt this method with his next assistants too as it saved him a lot of stress with contracts and money and stuff.
But Kazuya didn’t hear anything about the not so high pay or no contract, he only heard the possibility of a job together with Ryo. “I’d gladly assist you then!” Kazuya replied with sparkling eyes.
“Just don’t make me regret this decision.” Ryo tried to smile, his lips curling up a little. “Even if Jin is the reason I’m giving you this opportunity, I’m not going to act differently with you just because of this. If I’m not satisfied, you’re fired immediately.” He warned Kazuya, with a tone slightly threatening. “And tell that idiot that he’s treating me to dinner!” he then added with a louder voice, the door of his office opening in the next second and Jin’s head appearing through the small opening.
“You called?” he asked with an innocent voice and a bright smile.
Ryo just rolled his eyes. Of course that noise from earlier hadn’t been a coincidence.
Kazuya bit his tongue as his eyes flickered at Jin before turning back to look at Ryo. “I’ll make sure to have you think that you hired me more for my aptitudes than because of Jin.” Kazuya accepted Ryo’s challenge with a defiant look on his face. “And I guess there’s no need to tell him that he needs to treat you for dinner since he has been eavesdropping.” He then looked at Jin with a small chuckle.
“No, there’s no need.” Ryo also chuckled, looking at Jin who now entered the room and sat on the armchair, next to Kazuya.
“Well, it’s not like I could sit there and not know what you’re talking about.” Jin shrugged as if he had done the most normal thing in the world, smiling like an angel.
Kazuya sighed and ruffled his hair. “Don’t you know that curiosity killed the cat?” He looked innocently at Jin, though he kind of wanted to scold him for being such a nosy person. “Besides, don’t make yourself comfortable, we should go now.” The younger still scolded him in the end.
Jin pouted but still got up and smiled in the end. “See you tomorrow, Ryo.” He said, waving his hand at his friend while his other one searched for Kazuya’s to allow Jin to pull the younger towards the exit.
But Kazuya slapped it softly, not wanting to show Ryo such a thing anymore. “Thank you for the time and opportunity, Nishikido-san.” Kazuya said and bowed in front of the director, before he glanced at Jin and took ahead of him. “Have a good night!” he wished to Ryo with a smile.
Jin pouted again. “Call you later.” He said and hurried to follow Kazuya, catching him by the elevator and stubbornly taking his hand again into his and smiling like he hadn’t done anything wrong.
Kazuya glanced at him and snorted, though there was a smile on his lips. “Do you really have to be so obvious?” he asked Jin, now remembering the moment when Ryo had witnessed their kiss.
“I thought that you had no problem with telling the others that we’re together.” Jin replied a little confused, remembering the night when Kazuya had reproached him that he didn’t exist for Jin in front of his friends. Well then, the singer didn’t have the intention to make the same mistake again and he wanted to let the whole world know who was his lover.
Kazuya frowned and looked a bit confused. “No, you got that wrong, baby.” He said with a soft chuckle. “I have a problem with people seeing us kissing and holding hands, especially Nishikido-san.” He added with a sigh. “And it’s just a trial this relationship, anyway. I told you that your words of love didn’t convince me.” He shrugged nonchalantly and leaned against the elevator’s wall.
“It doesn’t matter, I’ll convince you quickly.” Jin said happily, not discouraged at all by Kazuya’s words. “And when you’ll fall in love with me, I expect some acknowledgment.” He added with a smug expression and a smirk, getting closer to the younger.
“Which you’ll never get, because I don’t intend to fall in love with you - not now, not ever.” Kazuya replied with the same smug expression, though his eyes were carefully watching Jin getting closer to him. “So… keep the hope.” He grinned brightly.
“Keep the faith.” Jin joked, gluing his body to Kazuya’s and smirking as he let his tongue taste the younger’s lips. “Though I’m sure that you won’t be able to resist my charm.” He added, tilting his head a little and licking again.
“You’re so damn sure of yourself, pretty boy.” Kazuya replied and his hand worked its way to Jin’s nape, the fingers skimming over the skin. “I’m not the one drooling over us… you are.” The younger replied and met Jin’s tongue midway, their lips barely touching.
“Not denying that.” Jin chuckled teasingly. “But I’m a star, babe, I’m made of confidence.” He said as he wanted to kiss Kazuya, the doors of the elevator opening exactly then. He lifted his head and looked at the empty space, grinning more widely than ever. “Perfect.” He purred into his lover’s ear, pulling on his hand and then pinning him to the elevator’s wall, pushing a random button and then finally capturing Kazuya’s lips as the doors closed on them.
There was a soft chuckle in the kiss and Kazuya let himself be led by Jin and his sudden ideas, though the younger one couldn’t help but relate to his once told fantasy. He pressed himself to Jin, wanting to feel more, wanting to get more. His tongue slipped inside of Jin’s mouth, teasing and brushing against his, before slowly sucking onto it, teeth grazing it a little. Then with a sudden move, he pushed his tongue once more in Jin’s mouth, tasting, ravishing and demanding more of him. Their bodies were so glued onto each other that it was driving Kazuya slowly over the edge, brushing his lower part into Jin’s. A moan was swallowed by their kiss as the younger felt the blood rushing to his loins and making him feel greedy.
Jin responded to the kiss with the same eagerness, feeling himself getting lost into it and being mesmerized by Kazuya’s lips and tongue and hands and everything that made Jin feel in that moment that he was a lucky man to be living. He closed his eyes and let himself be led by the younger, curious to see what will happen and how far would the younger one go if Jin didn’t make any move. So he kept his hands on the boy’s waist, just teasingly touching the skin under the shirt and not making any attempt to go further.
And it was a bad idea to let Kazuya take over, especially since Jin’s fingers on his skin only made him feel more aroused and more lustfully wishing. So the younger one reversed their places, now Jin being the one pinned to the wall as his hands slowly traveled on Jin’s broad shoulders, then it skimmed briefly over the sensitive collarbones, making him smile in the kiss as he felt Jin shiver. But he kept moving, now his hands playing on his back, slowly lifting up the older one’s shirt and digging his fingers in the soft skin. His lips left Jin’s mouth and he kissed the other’s chin then moved along his jaw, his tongue leaving wet and hot traces behind. Then he climbed up to Jin’s ear, biting softly his ear lob.
“You want me, right?” he whispered huskily and pushed himself into Jin, to feel both of their hard-on pressed against each other. “You crave for me…” Kazuya continued on the same voice and his hands slipped into Jin’s jeans, grabbing his ass cheeks and squeezing them slightly. “That’s all you want right now… me.” And Kazuya did the same as in that night with the playing cards and striptease - he moaned low and only for Jin to hear as he grinded his hips into the older one, making him harder and lustful for him.
Jin trembled in Kazuya’s arms and his hands fell limb on each side of him as the sound of Kazuya’s moaning voice engraved in his mind and started repeating itself on and on, seeming to never want to end. He gulped and tried to concentrate a little, opening his eyes clouded with desire to look at the younger, a silent whimper escaping his lips. “I never denied that.” Jin said with a husky voice, blinking a few times and trying to regain his breath as he finally recovered a little and lifted his hands to put them on Kazuya’s waist and to push on his ass, making their cocks grind against each other. “You’re the one who keeps playing with me…” he added, having problems breathing normally and being already more aroused than he had been in a while.
Kazuya smiled and kissed Jin on the neck, sucking on the skin and leaving a small red mark. Then a sound announced the elevator’s door opening again and Kazuya pulled away from Jin, looking at him with a teasing smile. “I’ll take the stairs, love. See you downstairs!” he said all of a sudden and exited the elevator, not before pressing the button to close the door behind him.
Jin blinked. Once. Twice. Maybe the third time is a charm. But still nothing happened, nothing changed and Kazuya seemed to not be getting back. “He’s going to kill me. And soon.” Jin groaned, annoyed that he had been left like this once again but still not being able to stop the smile from appearing on his lips. He sighed and arranged his clothes, taking a deep breath and hoping that it wasn’t that obvious that he needed sex so badly and, more importantly, he needed sex with Kazuya.
“He’s going to pay for this.” He smirked as he reached downstairs and noticed that Kazuya hadn’t climbed down yet. He simply shrugged and didn’t stay there, heading to the exit and then to his car. His sweet lover needed a little punishment, he thought as he got into his car, making himself comfortable to wait for Kazuya. He just needed to figure out what.
The only problem was that Kazuya was a little lost at that moment. As he had left the lift, he found himself on a different floor from where Ryo’s office was and as he wandered aimlessly, he got to the conclusion that he’d better go back to the elevator and go with it. Of course, he had to wait for it to go down and then to call it up again. Kazuya sighed and thought that he had been a fool to act like that in the elevator with Jin. They were in a public place, he should have been more careful. But still… he shouldn’t have reacted that way, he shouldn’t have let himself be taken away by hormones and almost have sex with Jin. Fuck! But Jin had submitted to him and he wanted to have some fun…
Then the elevator stopped and he was facing Ryo who apparently had been waiting for it and had taken it before him.
“And why are you alone?” Ryo cocked an inquiring eyebrow at the younger as he moved a little to make space for Kazuya to enter the elevator, pressing the button for the first floor after.
“Erm… I wanted to go to the bathroom and Jin went ahead.” He lied, thinking that it was weird to be with Ryo in the same lift where he had been making out with Jin.
Ryo gazed at Kazuya with a look that clearly said that he didn’t believe him, knowing how possessive - and horny - could Jin be, but chose to not say anything and to simply ignore the fact, not wanting to find out details that weren’t his business. “I see that Jin really likes you.” Maybe he couldn’t keep his mouth shut after all, but his tone had been soft and kind, not accusing at all and more like inviting Kazuya to talk.
But Kazuya tensed all of a sudden and his feet went cold. “Well, he says so.” He finally replied after what seemed an eternity. “But he’s just infatuated with something new and since he’s that pushing, I agreed to go along.” He then added, not really knowing why he was telling Ryo this. It wasn’t like he asked. But there was something that made him confide in the director. Kazuya felt like he could trust the man beside him.
“So… you don’t like him back?” Ryo asked with a baffled expression, his eyes wide in surprise. Then… did Jin know that?
Kazuya looked at Ryo and smiled a bit superior. “What do you think?” he asked with a sneaky expression. “He’s a guy, I’m a guy… would you accept such a thing as being with him if you weren’t at least interested in that person?”
“I wouldn’t.” Ryo answered with a straight voice, thinking that he wouldn’t accept a guy no matter what. “But I can’t know about others or what appeal does that idiot have.” He shrugged a little, implying that for a gay person, it wasn’t that hard to accept someone like Jin.
Kazuya laughed softly. “Trust me, I hadn’t had any interest in men or whatsoever until Jin kissed me and showed me otherwise. The worst part is probably that I don’t have interest in other men than Jin.” He frowned about these words of his, thinking that maybe he was still under the influence of the scene from earlier with Jin. “And I still like women.” Kazuya added, thinking that it was necessary to say this too.
“So you like him after all.” Ryo concluded with a frown as the elevator had reached the first floor and the doors opened for them.
Kazuya exited first and turned to look at Ryo with a sly smile. “I might.” He answered with a cheeky expression and stuck out his tongue at his future boss. “Have a safe trip back home, Nishikido-san.” Kazuya wished and left before him, feeling that it wasn’t that great of an idea to exit in the same time with Ryo and have Jin fuss over it. After all, he hoped to keep this encounter with the director for himself.
“Take care.” Ryo chuckled, looking over Kazuya as he exited the building, intrigued by the younger’s personality and somehow wanting to see what kind of person had managed to attract Jin - even more considering the fact that Kazuya was a man. Oh well, he’ll have time, he thought as he turned to look for the guardian to close the door for the night. After all, they’ll be spending a lot of time together in the future.
Kazuya finally left the building, hands in pockets and a cheeky smile on his lips. Though in his mind were going a lot, Kazuya didn’t show a thing, not even the fact that he had almost said to Ryo that he might like Jin. Of course he wouldn’t like Jin, but as he had said before, he was sexually attracted to him. But the younger wasn’t that stupid to tell Ryo such things, so he played the fool for the moment. When he reached Jin’s car, he opened the door and entered quickly, greeting Jin with a smug grin on his face.
“And how are you?” he asked with an innocent expression.
“Upset.” Jin answered with a pout, crossing his arms and not moving to start the car and leave that place yet.
“You’ll get over.” Kazuya replied happily and kissed Jin on the cheek.
“Sure, because this is all that I deserve.” The singer continued to mumble under his breath, not ready to give up at his sulking. “After I’ve made your dream come true, I don’t get anything more than a kiss on the cheek.” He added, not even glancing at Kazuya.
“Ah, is that so?” Kazuya said with a scoffing voice. “And I supposed I kissed with someone else in the elevator?” The younger asked and pretended to sigh. “Yeah… I supposed it was my future boss and I didn’t even realize. How kind of him to let me kiss him like that.” Kazuya made a dreamy expression and looked outside to the building, just in time to see Ryo leaving it. “Look! I should go and thank him for letting me mess around with him~” He said and put his hand on the door’s handle to let himself out.
“Go.” Jin replied with a devilish smile. “Let’s see what he’ll say when he sees his new employee getting attacked by his best friend in a public place.” He shrugged, like this didn’t have anything to do with him and wouldn’t have any consequence on him. Well… not like he’d care.
Kazuya pouted and whipped around at Jin. “Really, what’s gotten into you now?” he asked all of a sudden serious.
“What do you think?” Jin asked with a sulk - this was becoming the battle of kids if they kept sulking like that. “You left from that elevator and left me alone. And then…” he whined, now looking at Kazuya with puppy eyes.
“And I got lost.” Kazuya arched an eyebrow then he sighed. “If I stayed there, we might have ended doing different things and it was a public place after all, I - we - can’t be caught like that, understand?” He continued, as if he was explaining to a-three-years old that pebbles are not to be eaten.
“I know.” Jin sighed, leaning closer to peck Kazuya’s lips. “Though it’s still your fault for leaving me with a hard-on.” He added with a nonchalant tone, pointing to the visible bulge from his pants.
Kazuya’s brown eyes looked down and widened in surprise. “You’re still… ?!” he asked with a incredulously tone. “I’m taking the taxi!” he shook his head and proceeded to get off the car, afraid that if he’ll stay any longer then Jin will surely …do something to him. And he was still innocent!
“You’re not going anywhere.” Jin said with a chuckle as he pulled Kazuya back. “After all, it’s your responsibility, isn’t it?” he asked, proceeding to bring the younger even closer and to nibble on his ear. Revenge is a bitch, but it’s the sweetest sometimes.
Kazuya went limp and whimpering in Jin’s arms, the effect being almost immediate. “I’m not responsible for anything!” he managed to say through gasps as he tried to free himself from Jin’s hold. “Jin… please, stop.” The younger pleaded, giving and not giving into Jin’s treatment. Really, he was quite scared if something like having sex was going to happen between the two of them now.
“You owe me.” The singer whispered at the assistant’s ear, softly biting on it and pulling with his teeth, then soothing it with his tongue. “Big time.” He added as one of his hands traveled down and grabbed Kazuya’s crotch, giving it a squish. Then, all of a sudden, Jin stopped and backed away from his lover, turning to look in front of the car and starting the engine with an innocent expression.
Kazuya stood on his chair, trembling and burning with desire as he shot a glare to Jin. “You know who’ll suffer more from this, don’t you?” He said with a mean tone as he relaxed on his seat, licking his lips and suddenly making erotic noises. Then he brought his finger between his lips and slowly tongued it, not forgetting to moan feebly or to make erotic slurping noises. “And the road is long, my lover.” Kazuya chuckled and even his chuckle was low and arousing.
Jin’s hand stopped on the keys where it had been the whole time Kazuya talked as Jin glanced at the younger and gulped when he realized what he was doing. He turned to properly face him and he raised an eyebrow as Kazuya looked back at him. “I’m sorry, but I have to ask. Do you want me to rape you there, on that exact spot?” Jin asked innocently, also knowing that he didn’t need much to do it if he was challenged. The windows were black and no one could see them. They might have a problem with the police as they shouldn’t be staying on that parking place too much, but who the hell cared when Kazuya wanted so much to arouse Jin even more?!
Kazuya smiled while blushing and timidly shook his head in denial. “It’s just payback.” He replied and the shy aura he had turned into a devilish one. “Let’s head back home, shall we?” he asked, reverting to his cute and adorable self that he knew it will tease Jin even more. Of course, Kazuya hid the fact that his heart was beating so fast because of what Jin said and because of the fact that his body was getting aroused at the sheer thought of being raped by Jin. He was such an M.
The older approved Kazuya’s idea with a smile and drove them back at the assistant’s home, choosing to not talk at all and use the time to think at what had happened tonight. He was still aroused, but he figured he needed to endure for now. He’ll just have to go to a quick jog later when he’ll get home, Jin decided, to get rid of the extra tension that had built up in him. He parked the car and killed the engine, turning after to look at Kazuya with puppy eyes, his request not being said but obvious.
Kazuya looked back and shook his head. “I’m not kissing you, you’re still horny.” He explained his denial as a shiver passed down his spine.
Jin’s lips formed a pout at his lover’s response but it quickly dissolved as his earlier expression appeared yet again. “Then…” he started, cursing in his mind for feeling so shy, “can I come in?” he asked, looking unsure at Kazuya.
The younger blinked owlishly at Jin. “Are you out of your mind?!” he asked with a loud voice, feeling his heart thumping out of his chest. “I-it’s too early and m-my brother is there!” Kazuya stuttered, blushing really hard and looking stricken at Jin.
Jin also blinked, not understanding what was Kazuya talking about until it hit him. “What? No!” he hurried to deny, the surprise written on his face. “I said that precisely because I know that your brother is home!” he then added with an outraged tone, thinking that he had just thought that it would be nice if Kazuya introduced him as his lover.
Even if Kazuya’s idea wasn’t bad either, the singer thought with a grin which he kept to himself for the time being.
“Huh?” Kazuya looked confused at Jin. “What do you mean then? It’s not like you don’t know my brother…” he added and shrugged, oblivious to what Jin was intending. “And besides, our house is not that pretty as yours and it’s cramped…” he trailed off as he glanced at the dirty building that was his home.
“I’ve already been there and yes, I do know your brother.” Jin replied with a patient tone. “I just thought that…” he bit his lip and looked somewhere else than Kazuya, but his eyes came back on the boy’s figure in the next second like they had their own life. “That he doesn’t know me as your lover.” He said with one breath, closing his eyes and waiting for the impact.
Kazuya’s heart stopped and he looked at Jin incredulously. He wanted to present him as his lover to Yuuya? There were barely going out for two days, how the hell could he go and do such a thing?! Besides, Yuuya will be shocked, he needed to talk with him, to prepare him… no, he couldn’t simply march into the house and say to him - hey, Jin’s my lover from now on. No, he couldn’t do that.
“He’ll know later.” Kazuya said with a soft tone, but a firm one. “We’ve only been together for two days and besides, he’s sleeping and I haven’t even talked with him about… this.” He waved towards them as a couple. “I need to talk things through and we don’t even know if we’ll be together in a week or so. Therefore, don’t worry, it’s plenty of time for my brother to know you as my…” Kazuya paused and took a quick breath. “…lover.”
“We’ll still be.” Jin answered with a grin, even though he was kind of disappointed considering that he had been telling that they’re together whoever he met - even if that were only Pi and Ryo until now. “I’ll see you tomorrow at work then.” He added with a sly smile, leaning closer and pecking Kazuya’s lips even if the younger had refused earlier, acting like nothing happened.
Kazuya pouted and looked at Jin a bit annoyed. He disliked the fact Jin was so sure that they will still be together at the end of this week while he was getting so worked up in making Jin see that he only wished for Kazuya as a sexual plaything. “Fine. See you at work.” He sighed inwardly and before exiting the car, he leaned forward, pecked Jin’s lips back and passed his tongue over the lower lip, a soft moan escaping his mouth. Of course, he had teased there and he waved at Jin excitedly as he quickly headed for the building, smiling despite himself.
“He’s really going to kill me.” Jin shook his head as he started the engine again. Still, he was smiling and Jin could admit that he had never felt happier.
Maybe love really creates miracles.
*
PART II
Authors: aroruae & fighter_of_moon
Pairings: Akame, Ryokame & others along the way
Genre: AU, angst, fluff, drama, smut
Disclaimer: If the boys were ours, you'd be seeing more of them on TV and we'd have them in RL too
Summary: For those who don't give a damn on things like destiny, let me tell you one thing. They are real. And that's what Akanishi Jin was going to find out.
A/N: There will be some chapters not that long as the previous ones, but they were so much fun to be ended like that <3 Usually, our chapters have about 30 pages of word, but there will be some with 20 something pages, so it's not that much of a difference ^^ We'll make it up later, I promise you <3
First song ~ Without notice
Second song ~ Water dance
Third song ~ Our story - Prologue
Fourth song ~ Crazy love
Fifth song ~ Affection
Sixth song ~ I.N.P.
Seventh song ~ Miracle
Chapter eight
Eighth song ~ Change Ur World
Come with me; let's try to change this world
Even now our footprints slice up the sky
Everything is here in my hand.
We don’t know when changes might appear in our life. It can happen suddenly or it can be something expected, it can be a joyful thing or it can bring terrible things along with it. We don’t know and the only thing we can do is to wait for it, hoping that it won’t cause us problems and that we won’t regret the change that had been brought over us or that we had chosen ourselves.
Nevertheless, it comes, with or without our approval.
We just have to be ready to deal with it, hoping that we hadn’t made a mistake in accepting it.
Thoughts about killing Jin continued to run through Kazuya’s mind, a dark aura emitting from him even when he entered his apartment and saw Yuuya curled on the couch and reading. The younger brother sensed Kazuya being a bit different from usual, especially when the other one didn’t even greet him back. The door at Kazuya’s bedroom slammed and Yuuya looked at it confused, but he eventually shrugged, knowing that if it was something important, Kazuya would come and talk with right away; well, after his thoughts were sorted out anyway.
After fifteen minutes, the doorbell rang and Yuuya looked surprised from where he was. Before he even got off the couch, Kazuya already opened his bedroom door, brushed past him and into the kitchen from where he came out with a glass of water in his hand. Then he marched to the entrance door and opened it widely and threw the water in Jin’s face.
Yuuya was thunder-struck.
“What the hell?!” Jin yelled annoyed and confused and vaguely wondering if he hadn’t got the wrong door. His vision needed a few seconds to clear and when he was finally able to see again, he looked at Kazuya with an upset expression. “What was that for?!” he asked with a high pitch in his voice.
Kazuya pursed his lips and narrowed his eyes. “One: for knowing my address. Two: for telling me you love me. Three: for leaving me behind like that.” He said all of this with a hushed voice careful for Yuuya not to overhear. “You can go now!” He then said with a louder voice and proceeded to close to door if not for Jin’s foot.
“One: I know your address since I’ve send you those flowers so it’s kind of a little late for this.” Jin said with a calm voice, pushing open the door and entering the house. “Two,” he then dropped his tone, “I love you and I’ll keep on telling you this until you get it. And three.” He stopped to take a breath and changed back to his normal tone. “You’ll understand soon so take your jacket and come with me.” The actor added, a small hint of plea in his voice - he really didn’t want to fight with Kazuya.
Kazuya looked taken aback, but he was decided. “I won’t come.” He said immediately and turned his back only to find Yuuya staring earnestly at them. “What are you doing here?” Kazuya asked shocked and wondered if he had heard Jin saying that he loved him.
“Do you want to take my brother away?” Yuuya asked and looked at Jin with sparkling eyes. “Here!” he threw Kazuya’s jacket to the actor. “Don’t forget the shoes though!” he winked and pushed Kazuya into Jin, signaling the older one to lift Kazuya and leave already or otherwise his brother won’t go anywhere with him.
“Yuuya, what the heck are you -”
But Kazuya didn’t get to finish his sentence as he was suddenly lifted in the air by a grinning Jin. “Thanks for the help!” the actor winked at the younger brother as he watched him put Kazuya’s shoes on his stomach. He didn’t wait for anything else and dashed on the stairs, stopping only when he got to his car and completely ignoring Kazuya’s struggles as he threw the younger in the car, locked the door to make sure that he won’t run and climbed in the car, starting the engine.
The trip to their destination had been quiet, Kazuya choosing to sulk over his kidnapping and to not talk to Jin, still blaming him for what happened earlier. Jin seemed to not be bothered by this and he also didn’t open his mouth until they arrived and stopped the car in front of a big building, looking kind of fancy and definitely not a place where Kazuya would usually go.
“What’s this?” Kazuya forgot to sulk as curiosity got the best of him.
“This is…” Jin stopped for a moment and turned to look at the assistant, biting his lower lip. “A surprise.” He chose to say and grinned upon remembering that the younger had been the one to not be interested in their destination.
“A surprise?” Kazuya said with a quirk of an eyebrow. “Do you still remember what I said about surprises?” he asked with a threatening tone. “And don’t stand there grinning like a stupid and take me back home now!”
“Oh, come on, it will be fun.” Jin laughed, somehow amused by Kazuya’s reaction. “I promise it’s something that you’ll enjoy the most!” he said with a silly smile, hoping that he was convincing enough. “And I’m sure that you won’t regret it so please trust me.” He pleaded, using his puppy eyes attack.
Kazuya looked away and pouted. He couldn’t believe this. Even Yuuya was on Jin’s side - but if Yuuya had known that Jin had made him cry, then he’d definitely have thrown Jin’s sore ass outside of their apartment. But he hadn’t told Yuuya anything and it had led to being kidnapped by Jin and helped by his own brother. Traitor, Kazuya mused and sighed.
“I’ll go.” He said in the end, giving up now that he got here. Also he couldn’t say that he wasn’t a bit intrigued about Jin’s surprise and his idea of fun.
Jin smiled even more brightly and got off the car, getting to the other side and opening the door for Kazuya, tucking his hand into his as soon as the younger stepped out of the car, taking advantage of that fact that it was already night and dark and no one could see them. He didn’t say anything more as the two of them entered the building and Jin completely ignored the secretary that seemed to get ready for leaving and headed to the elevator, seeming familiar to the place.
They stopped at the 19th floor and walked a little more, stopping in front of a door and passing by other desks. Jin only then turned to look at Kazuya, seeming a little curious and intrigued by what reaction will he get. “I did promise you this.” Jin started and nodded his head once, to show that he hadn’t forgotten about this. “I talked to Pi earlier when I left that suddenly.” He explained, deciding to start with the beginning. “He told me that Ryo was at his office today and I thought that it would be a great opportunity to see how amazing you are and how much you deserve to be the assistant of the best director.” He smiled and looked at Kazuya with a loving gaze. “So… here we are.” He chuckled, squishing a little the boy’s hand which he hadn’t dropped even one second.
Kazuya looked at Jin with wide eyes. Jin had brought him here to talk with Ryo? The younger couldn’t believe his ears or his eyes, the words simply didn’t want to seep into his brain. Kazuya let out a soft whimper as he got close to Jin and let his head fall onto the other’s chest. “You’re stupid, you know?” he said with a half chuckle, half sob. “You should have said that from the beginning… I wouldn’t have thrown that water on you.” He whispered with an ashamed voice.
“Well, where’s the fun in that?” Jin laughed as he let his hands settle on Kazuya’s waist, only now realizing that he had forgotten all about that accident and was still soaked. “Speaking of this, I should go and find a towel or something and you should go inside and talk to him, okay?” he said as he detached himself a little from Kazuya, his hands on his shoulders now and looking into the boy’s eyes.
Kazuya nodded and bit his lip nervously. He looked down and there was a mutter from him, but inaudible and when he didn’t received any reply from Jin, he lifted his head and peered from under his eyelashes at Jin. “I need a good luck charm.” Kazuya said with a lowered voice, hoping that Jin will get the cue and do it without having him to say it out loud.
Jin blinked and looked at Kazuya like he had just seen the cutest being alive. He grinned and then he smirked, pretending to be totally clueless. “And how could I help you?” he teased the boy, enjoying the way Kazuya seemed to be stuttering.
Kazuya pouted and looked at Jin with puppy eyes, thinking that if the older was teasing him, he was really going to murder him after. But then he thought of a better idea without him having to say or do it. He brought his index at Jin’s lips, pressed it lightly against them then he touched his own lips and looked up at Jin with a sly smile. “I already got it.” He said with a taunting voice and moved to go to Ryo’s office, now ready for his interview.
Jin just chuckled and looked after Kazuya with a longing gaze before finally reacting and grabbing the younger’s hand, pulling him back into his arms. “I think you were talking about this.” He said with a smirk as he leaned over Kazuya and slowly pecked his lips, tasting them and nibbling on them with an increasing passion and desire, his hold firm on the assistant’s waist as he wanted this moment to last for ever.
“No, I was talking about this.” Kazuya whispered, already teased too much, and closed their lips together, his tongue slipping inside Jin’s mouth, exploring it at first shy and then wishing for more. It felt good and reassuring, it felt right and blissful, it felt like what Kazuya wanted to do in order to thank Jin for bringing him to Ryo. He was happy.
Jin laughed into their kiss, feeling all warm inside and giving him a funny feeling that he had never felt before. He deepened their kiss and brought Kazuya’s body closer to his, letting his hands fall down on the boy’s ass and squeezing it a little as their cocks touched and their moan was lost into their kiss. The older one groaned, wanting more and trying to tell himself that this wasn’t the place for this when, as if to remind them that, the doors opened and Ryo appeared instead of them, an eyebrow raised as he looked at the two lovers making out.
Not that Jin noticed him or something like that.
Kazuya did though and he had heard the doors’ opening, shock making him freeze in Jin’s arms and then quickly pushing Jin away. God, this was exactly what he needed right now! He lowered his head, wanting the lights to suddenly go off and engulf them in darkness. Kazuya couldn’t even say a thing as he slowly began to back away, feeling like he wanted to run than to face Ryo’s piercing and inquiring gaze. Really… why did he do such a thing in a public place?! God… the horror!
Jin instead needed a few moments of blinking to finally realize what just happened and why Kazuya suddenly disappeared from his arms. “Oh.” He said, his mouth forming a small O as in surprise. “Hi, Ryo.” He said with a sheepish smile, wanting to look more comfortable than he was really feeling.
Ryo threw him a look that clearly said you’ve-got-to-be-kidding-me and then sighed, suddenly feeling really tired. “It’s late, what do you want, Bakanishi?” he asked, rubbing his eyes with the heel of his palm to drive away the headache that was starting to form.
“You said earlier when I talked to you that I can come now with Kazuya!!” Jin whined and as if to prove his point, he pushed the younger in front of him, the boy now standing between the two friends.
“Oh, yes.” Ryo seemed to remember. “I’m sorry, I’m having a really tough time so I forgot.” He apologized, making a short bow at which Jin responded with a snort. “Nice to see you again, Kamenashi-kun.” He then smiled gently to Kazuya as he stretched his hand for a shake.
And for the first time, Kazuya panicked and for a moment didn’t know if it was alright to shake hands with Ryo. But manners took over him and he stretched his hand too, grabbing Ryo’s. “Same here, Nishikido-san.” He replied, feeling the tremble in his voice. “I’m very grateful for making time for me.” He bowed, quickly removing his hand away. It really took him all of his nerves to face Ryo like this after kissing Jin like that.
It would have been kind of hard to say no, Ryo wanted to say but refrained himself as he saw Jin making faces behind Kazuya’s back. Instead, he just smiled politely. “I’ve heard a lot of good things about you, Kamenashi-kun.” He said with a satisfied tone, having also consulted Matsumoto to ask for references and not fully trusting Jin’s word of how amazing Kazuya was. “I would have been sorry to not take the chance and talk to you.” He said professionally, as this was going to be the fist business meeting they’ll be having.
Kazuya’s heart swelled with joy as a small smile made way to his lips, curling them a little. Of course, he hadn’t forgotten about the shame of being caught in such a situation with Jin, but still… being praised by the man you’ve admired your whole life was definitely much greater than the embarrassment you were feeling. “I would have contacted you, but Jin apparently thought different. Thank you once more for making time for me, Nishikido-san.” Kazuya bowed for the second time, feeling his heart beating so fast.
“Don’t worry.” Ryo chuckled, going back to his office and inviting Kazuya in with a shake of his hand.
“Good luck.” Jin whispered and pulled Kazuya by his arm to give him a little kiss, taking advantage of the fact that Ryo couldn’t see them and then pushing him forward gently.
Kazuya’s heart stilled for a moment, but as soon as he entered Ryo’s office, he felt it beating again, faster and faster. Jin shouldn’t have kissed him again, Kazuya thought as he felt his cheeks burn and a new wave of shame washed over him. Now he will have trouble even looking into Ryo’s eyes. He gulped as he felt more than saw Ryo signaling him to take a seat as the director did the same. He didn’t want to look at Ryo and see him giving him weird glances, but Kazuya had to toughen himself, that if he wanted the job. So, biting on his lower lip, he lifted his head and looked at Ryo expectantly.
“I am sorry I haven’t brought a CV with me.” He apologized beforehand, suddenly remembering that he needed such thing at interviews.
“I know, don’t worry.” Ryo smiled yet again as he settled at his desk and removed some of the millions papers that were there. “Jin said earlier that he wants it to be a surprise so I kind of figured that.” He sighed tiredly, already used to his friend’s moods and sudden changes. “I hope you don’t mind that I took the liberty to check with your actual boss.” He said while looking at Kazuya.
It came as a surprise the last sentence, but Kazuya didn’t show it. “It’s alright, it’s to be expected.” He gave a small smile. “Though I hope Director Matsumoto didn’t say anything too bad of me.” Kazuya nodded a little, seeming worried. But it was only a façade because it would have been silly to believe that Jun would say anything bad of Kazuya who had always worked the hardest on the set.
“He had been delighted and this is actually the real reason that I’m actually giving you a chance and not just entertaining you.” He admitted with a chuckle. Because even if he was Jin’s friend, work was work and Ryo wasn’t a man who would mix them up. “Though I still have some questions.” He added, now with a serious tone.
Kazuya straightened himself on the chair, again too conscious of his beating heart and now his sweating palms too. “Of course.” He nodded once, his expression serious and his aura professional. Whatever passed through his mind - mostly related to Jin and his kiss - Kazuya didn’t show a thing. After all, private things will be kept private.
“Tell me, for start, about your previous work places.” Ryo demanded. “Who you’ve worked with, what other jobs did you do, what’s your experience in the area?” he asked, his eyes fixed on Kazuya and watching his every move. He always did this to the ones who wanted to become his assistants, trying to intimidate them and see how far they could go. Most of them didn’t even pass this test. Others failed soon after. And the rest didn’t manage to stay too long on the job.
Kazuya gave a curt nod and then he began to relate everything he had done in the past. He didn’t feel intimidated at all by Ryo’s piercing stare and soon it was clear that the younger was addicted to his work, if you were to notice the calm, yet happy tone he was using and the sparkling eyes he had during his talk about his former jobs. Also, he didn’t get lost in details, he simply pointed out the things he had done and even talked about his mistakes, admitting that he had done better the next time. It was clear that Kazuya was a perfectionist and everything he’ll do would be out of pleasure and not out of commitment, though there was a bit of that too. And when he stopped talking, he looked radiantly at Ryo, the thankful attitude for his former bosses even now present.
“I find work very important and it surely is the cause of the person I am today. I will try and do my very best at everything I’m asked to.” Kazuya felt the need to add, remembering how he hadn’t known how to use a computer and now he had learnt even how to fix one. Just because he was a perfectionist.
Ryo nodded yet again, content of Kazuya’s reaction and his dedication to the job. He had been impressed by some points in the younger’s story, but it wasn’t like he had never heard that and Kazuya was the first one. And besides, words were words, so Ryo needed to find out more. “Why did you start this job?” he asked, being a more curious than necessary.
Kazuya blinked unsure. Hadn’t he mentioned? Apparently not, so he looked down a bit before staring straight in Ryo’s eyes. “Because I was impressed and influenced by your movies, Nishikido-san. When I saw the world you managed to create through a camera’s lens, I wanted to be a part of that world. Not in front of it, but behind it. I wanted to see the world you are in before you create something like the movies you have.” Kazuya made a small pause and a frown creased his forehead. “But I still have a long way and for this I have to work even more. I won’t stop no matter what.”
“Now that’s a good determination you have there.” Ryo chuckled, pleased by Kazuya’s answer and feeling a little shy to be interviewing a fan of his and even more, someone that he had influenced to pick up the same job as his. “Tell me about your family.” He continued with his interrogation after a small pause.
Kazuya tensed a little, but he quickly relaxed. “My parents are dead and I live with my brother who’s preparing for college. I know nothing of further relatives since my parents didn’t have siblings and my grandparents are also dead.” He answered with a voice void of emotions and with a serious expression. It wasn’t like he wasn’t hurting because of his parents’ death, it was more like no one needed to know about this pain, especially during an late-night interview.
“I’m sorry for your loss.” Ryo said with a small voice, not having really expected this answer. But he had had to ask and to know if there would be any problems if Kazuya was forced to suddenly leave town or even country because of his job. It was one of the critical points of taking on this job. “How many hours can you work daily?” he then asked, wanting to get over this awkward moment - at least for him it was, he had no idea about Kazuya.
And Kazuya was as eager as Ryo to get over this moment, that’s why he answered quickly. “I can adjust to any program, working late or over working hours are not a problem for me.”
“This job would require a lot of time from you.” Ryo stated with a serious voice, entwining his fingers and putting his hands on the table in front of him. “There may be moments when you won’t be able to go back home even for a couple of days. Or even more.” He warned Kazuya, preparing him for what was coming if he decided to hire the younger. “I don’t forgive and don’t allow mistakes. If I give you the job, I expect to hear no complaints and to have perfect results.”
Kazuya nodded a few times. “It’s not a problem if I won’t be able to get back home for a few days. And I will do everything without a fail and there surely won’t be complaints.” He repeated Ryo’s words as if to assure the director that he’ll do it perfectly. “I am ready for everything.”
Ryo showed a satisfied smile. “Then considered yourself hired for the time-being.” He said with a grin. “Just let me know when you’ll be quitting from your job and then we can sign the contract.” He added, raising himself from the chair and stretching once again his hand towards Kazuya to seal the deal.
Kazuya looked puzzled for a moment, then to Ryo’s outstretched hand, but didn’t take it. Not yet. “By quitting … do you mean I have to break the contract I have now with Director Matsumoto?” He asked, hoping that he didn’t understand right and that his mind was still wired up because of Jin’s kiss. Though he had a bad feeling.
“Of course.” Ryo answered like it was a normal thing what he had just said, shrugging a little. “It’s a full time job, you didn’t really expect to be working in two places, did you?” he asked, cocking an inquiring eyebrow at Kazuya.
Kazuya opened his mouth and then he closed it. “I can’t quit half way.” He said with an unsure voice. “Can’t we do something about this?” he looked at Ryo and he really hoped that the director would be able to come up with something, otherwise… he will have to turn him down. No way was he going to break his word given in front of Director Matsumoto.
“I understand that you can’t quit right now, but I can’t afford to wait for you two months until that movie is finished. I’ll probably pick another project soon and even if there won’t be many things to do at first, I still need an assistant.” Ryo explained, sitting back on his chair and looking expectantly at Kazuya. Really now, what was all of this about?
Kazuya sighed and let his head down. “Then… I appreciate the time you have given to me this night and also the opportunity to be your assistant.” He raised his head again and looked straight into Ryo’s black eyes. “But as I’m sure you wouldn’t like your assistant to leave you in the middle of a project, I can’t leave Director Matsumoto either, though I would have surely enjoyed working with you. I may be rude saying this and I may be a fool for doing it, but I can’t quit the job I’m doing right now.” Kazuya said with deep regret and it showed.
“True and I also appreciate your sincerity.” Ryo replied, congratulation Kazuya in his mind for his decision. He raised himself from the chair for the second time to lead the boy out of his office when a sudden noise coming from outside - sounding like something breaking - stopped him in his tracks. Oh, God, the idiot, Ryo thought, only now remembering that Kazuya had come with Jin. When the singer will find out that he had rejected Kazuya because of this reason, he was sure that Jin would start whining and complaining and this would continue for days and…
“Maybe we can think of something.” The director suddenly said, his voice sounding a little unsure. He thought for a few seconds and a plan immediately formed in his head. “I have an offer for a movie, but that one starts in four months.” He explained, frowning a little. “I’ll need you more in the last two months before it starts, but until then you can work only a few hours a day.” He proposed with a small smile.
Oh, God, he was digging his own grave, Ryo thought bitterly. But it didn’t matter and it was maybe for the best. “Just don’t expect at a high pay.” The director added after. This way, he could see if Kazuya was really right for the job and, without a contract, he could fire him more easily. In fact, he could adopt this method with his next assistants too as it saved him a lot of stress with contracts and money and stuff.
But Kazuya didn’t hear anything about the not so high pay or no contract, he only heard the possibility of a job together with Ryo. “I’d gladly assist you then!” Kazuya replied with sparkling eyes.
“Just don’t make me regret this decision.” Ryo tried to smile, his lips curling up a little. “Even if Jin is the reason I’m giving you this opportunity, I’m not going to act differently with you just because of this. If I’m not satisfied, you’re fired immediately.” He warned Kazuya, with a tone slightly threatening. “And tell that idiot that he’s treating me to dinner!” he then added with a louder voice, the door of his office opening in the next second and Jin’s head appearing through the small opening.
“You called?” he asked with an innocent voice and a bright smile.
Ryo just rolled his eyes. Of course that noise from earlier hadn’t been a coincidence.
Kazuya bit his tongue as his eyes flickered at Jin before turning back to look at Ryo. “I’ll make sure to have you think that you hired me more for my aptitudes than because of Jin.” Kazuya accepted Ryo’s challenge with a defiant look on his face. “And I guess there’s no need to tell him that he needs to treat you for dinner since he has been eavesdropping.” He then looked at Jin with a small chuckle.
“No, there’s no need.” Ryo also chuckled, looking at Jin who now entered the room and sat on the armchair, next to Kazuya.
“Well, it’s not like I could sit there and not know what you’re talking about.” Jin shrugged as if he had done the most normal thing in the world, smiling like an angel.
Kazuya sighed and ruffled his hair. “Don’t you know that curiosity killed the cat?” He looked innocently at Jin, though he kind of wanted to scold him for being such a nosy person. “Besides, don’t make yourself comfortable, we should go now.” The younger still scolded him in the end.
Jin pouted but still got up and smiled in the end. “See you tomorrow, Ryo.” He said, waving his hand at his friend while his other one searched for Kazuya’s to allow Jin to pull the younger towards the exit.
But Kazuya slapped it softly, not wanting to show Ryo such a thing anymore. “Thank you for the time and opportunity, Nishikido-san.” Kazuya said and bowed in front of the director, before he glanced at Jin and took ahead of him. “Have a good night!” he wished to Ryo with a smile.
Jin pouted again. “Call you later.” He said and hurried to follow Kazuya, catching him by the elevator and stubbornly taking his hand again into his and smiling like he hadn’t done anything wrong.
Kazuya glanced at him and snorted, though there was a smile on his lips. “Do you really have to be so obvious?” he asked Jin, now remembering the moment when Ryo had witnessed their kiss.
“I thought that you had no problem with telling the others that we’re together.” Jin replied a little confused, remembering the night when Kazuya had reproached him that he didn’t exist for Jin in front of his friends. Well then, the singer didn’t have the intention to make the same mistake again and he wanted to let the whole world know who was his lover.
Kazuya frowned and looked a bit confused. “No, you got that wrong, baby.” He said with a soft chuckle. “I have a problem with people seeing us kissing and holding hands, especially Nishikido-san.” He added with a sigh. “And it’s just a trial this relationship, anyway. I told you that your words of love didn’t convince me.” He shrugged nonchalantly and leaned against the elevator’s wall.
“It doesn’t matter, I’ll convince you quickly.” Jin said happily, not discouraged at all by Kazuya’s words. “And when you’ll fall in love with me, I expect some acknowledgment.” He added with a smug expression and a smirk, getting closer to the younger.
“Which you’ll never get, because I don’t intend to fall in love with you - not now, not ever.” Kazuya replied with the same smug expression, though his eyes were carefully watching Jin getting closer to him. “So… keep the hope.” He grinned brightly.
“Keep the faith.” Jin joked, gluing his body to Kazuya’s and smirking as he let his tongue taste the younger’s lips. “Though I’m sure that you won’t be able to resist my charm.” He added, tilting his head a little and licking again.
“You’re so damn sure of yourself, pretty boy.” Kazuya replied and his hand worked its way to Jin’s nape, the fingers skimming over the skin. “I’m not the one drooling over us… you are.” The younger replied and met Jin’s tongue midway, their lips barely touching.
“Not denying that.” Jin chuckled teasingly. “But I’m a star, babe, I’m made of confidence.” He said as he wanted to kiss Kazuya, the doors of the elevator opening exactly then. He lifted his head and looked at the empty space, grinning more widely than ever. “Perfect.” He purred into his lover’s ear, pulling on his hand and then pinning him to the elevator’s wall, pushing a random button and then finally capturing Kazuya’s lips as the doors closed on them.
There was a soft chuckle in the kiss and Kazuya let himself be led by Jin and his sudden ideas, though the younger one couldn’t help but relate to his once told fantasy. He pressed himself to Jin, wanting to feel more, wanting to get more. His tongue slipped inside of Jin’s mouth, teasing and brushing against his, before slowly sucking onto it, teeth grazing it a little. Then with a sudden move, he pushed his tongue once more in Jin’s mouth, tasting, ravishing and demanding more of him. Their bodies were so glued onto each other that it was driving Kazuya slowly over the edge, brushing his lower part into Jin’s. A moan was swallowed by their kiss as the younger felt the blood rushing to his loins and making him feel greedy.
Jin responded to the kiss with the same eagerness, feeling himself getting lost into it and being mesmerized by Kazuya’s lips and tongue and hands and everything that made Jin feel in that moment that he was a lucky man to be living. He closed his eyes and let himself be led by the younger, curious to see what will happen and how far would the younger one go if Jin didn’t make any move. So he kept his hands on the boy’s waist, just teasingly touching the skin under the shirt and not making any attempt to go further.
And it was a bad idea to let Kazuya take over, especially since Jin’s fingers on his skin only made him feel more aroused and more lustfully wishing. So the younger one reversed their places, now Jin being the one pinned to the wall as his hands slowly traveled on Jin’s broad shoulders, then it skimmed briefly over the sensitive collarbones, making him smile in the kiss as he felt Jin shiver. But he kept moving, now his hands playing on his back, slowly lifting up the older one’s shirt and digging his fingers in the soft skin. His lips left Jin’s mouth and he kissed the other’s chin then moved along his jaw, his tongue leaving wet and hot traces behind. Then he climbed up to Jin’s ear, biting softly his ear lob.
“You want me, right?” he whispered huskily and pushed himself into Jin, to feel both of their hard-on pressed against each other. “You crave for me…” Kazuya continued on the same voice and his hands slipped into Jin’s jeans, grabbing his ass cheeks and squeezing them slightly. “That’s all you want right now… me.” And Kazuya did the same as in that night with the playing cards and striptease - he moaned low and only for Jin to hear as he grinded his hips into the older one, making him harder and lustful for him.
Jin trembled in Kazuya’s arms and his hands fell limb on each side of him as the sound of Kazuya’s moaning voice engraved in his mind and started repeating itself on and on, seeming to never want to end. He gulped and tried to concentrate a little, opening his eyes clouded with desire to look at the younger, a silent whimper escaping his lips. “I never denied that.” Jin said with a husky voice, blinking a few times and trying to regain his breath as he finally recovered a little and lifted his hands to put them on Kazuya’s waist and to push on his ass, making their cocks grind against each other. “You’re the one who keeps playing with me…” he added, having problems breathing normally and being already more aroused than he had been in a while.
Kazuya smiled and kissed Jin on the neck, sucking on the skin and leaving a small red mark. Then a sound announced the elevator’s door opening again and Kazuya pulled away from Jin, looking at him with a teasing smile. “I’ll take the stairs, love. See you downstairs!” he said all of a sudden and exited the elevator, not before pressing the button to close the door behind him.
Jin blinked. Once. Twice. Maybe the third time is a charm. But still nothing happened, nothing changed and Kazuya seemed to not be getting back. “He’s going to kill me. And soon.” Jin groaned, annoyed that he had been left like this once again but still not being able to stop the smile from appearing on his lips. He sighed and arranged his clothes, taking a deep breath and hoping that it wasn’t that obvious that he needed sex so badly and, more importantly, he needed sex with Kazuya.
“He’s going to pay for this.” He smirked as he reached downstairs and noticed that Kazuya hadn’t climbed down yet. He simply shrugged and didn’t stay there, heading to the exit and then to his car. His sweet lover needed a little punishment, he thought as he got into his car, making himself comfortable to wait for Kazuya. He just needed to figure out what.
The only problem was that Kazuya was a little lost at that moment. As he had left the lift, he found himself on a different floor from where Ryo’s office was and as he wandered aimlessly, he got to the conclusion that he’d better go back to the elevator and go with it. Of course, he had to wait for it to go down and then to call it up again. Kazuya sighed and thought that he had been a fool to act like that in the elevator with Jin. They were in a public place, he should have been more careful. But still… he shouldn’t have reacted that way, he shouldn’t have let himself be taken away by hormones and almost have sex with Jin. Fuck! But Jin had submitted to him and he wanted to have some fun…
Then the elevator stopped and he was facing Ryo who apparently had been waiting for it and had taken it before him.
“And why are you alone?” Ryo cocked an inquiring eyebrow at the younger as he moved a little to make space for Kazuya to enter the elevator, pressing the button for the first floor after.
“Erm… I wanted to go to the bathroom and Jin went ahead.” He lied, thinking that it was weird to be with Ryo in the same lift where he had been making out with Jin.
Ryo gazed at Kazuya with a look that clearly said that he didn’t believe him, knowing how possessive - and horny - could Jin be, but chose to not say anything and to simply ignore the fact, not wanting to find out details that weren’t his business. “I see that Jin really likes you.” Maybe he couldn’t keep his mouth shut after all, but his tone had been soft and kind, not accusing at all and more like inviting Kazuya to talk.
But Kazuya tensed all of a sudden and his feet went cold. “Well, he says so.” He finally replied after what seemed an eternity. “But he’s just infatuated with something new and since he’s that pushing, I agreed to go along.” He then added, not really knowing why he was telling Ryo this. It wasn’t like he asked. But there was something that made him confide in the director. Kazuya felt like he could trust the man beside him.
“So… you don’t like him back?” Ryo asked with a baffled expression, his eyes wide in surprise. Then… did Jin know that?
Kazuya looked at Ryo and smiled a bit superior. “What do you think?” he asked with a sneaky expression. “He’s a guy, I’m a guy… would you accept such a thing as being with him if you weren’t at least interested in that person?”
“I wouldn’t.” Ryo answered with a straight voice, thinking that he wouldn’t accept a guy no matter what. “But I can’t know about others or what appeal does that idiot have.” He shrugged a little, implying that for a gay person, it wasn’t that hard to accept someone like Jin.
Kazuya laughed softly. “Trust me, I hadn’t had any interest in men or whatsoever until Jin kissed me and showed me otherwise. The worst part is probably that I don’t have interest in other men than Jin.” He frowned about these words of his, thinking that maybe he was still under the influence of the scene from earlier with Jin. “And I still like women.” Kazuya added, thinking that it was necessary to say this too.
“So you like him after all.” Ryo concluded with a frown as the elevator had reached the first floor and the doors opened for them.
Kazuya exited first and turned to look at Ryo with a sly smile. “I might.” He answered with a cheeky expression and stuck out his tongue at his future boss. “Have a safe trip back home, Nishikido-san.” Kazuya wished and left before him, feeling that it wasn’t that great of an idea to exit in the same time with Ryo and have Jin fuss over it. After all, he hoped to keep this encounter with the director for himself.
“Take care.” Ryo chuckled, looking over Kazuya as he exited the building, intrigued by the younger’s personality and somehow wanting to see what kind of person had managed to attract Jin - even more considering the fact that Kazuya was a man. Oh well, he’ll have time, he thought as he turned to look for the guardian to close the door for the night. After all, they’ll be spending a lot of time together in the future.
Kazuya finally left the building, hands in pockets and a cheeky smile on his lips. Though in his mind were going a lot, Kazuya didn’t show a thing, not even the fact that he had almost said to Ryo that he might like Jin. Of course he wouldn’t like Jin, but as he had said before, he was sexually attracted to him. But the younger wasn’t that stupid to tell Ryo such things, so he played the fool for the moment. When he reached Jin’s car, he opened the door and entered quickly, greeting Jin with a smug grin on his face.
“And how are you?” he asked with an innocent expression.
“Upset.” Jin answered with a pout, crossing his arms and not moving to start the car and leave that place yet.
“You’ll get over.” Kazuya replied happily and kissed Jin on the cheek.
“Sure, because this is all that I deserve.” The singer continued to mumble under his breath, not ready to give up at his sulking. “After I’ve made your dream come true, I don’t get anything more than a kiss on the cheek.” He added, not even glancing at Kazuya.
“Ah, is that so?” Kazuya said with a scoffing voice. “And I supposed I kissed with someone else in the elevator?” The younger asked and pretended to sigh. “Yeah… I supposed it was my future boss and I didn’t even realize. How kind of him to let me kiss him like that.” Kazuya made a dreamy expression and looked outside to the building, just in time to see Ryo leaving it. “Look! I should go and thank him for letting me mess around with him~” He said and put his hand on the door’s handle to let himself out.
“Go.” Jin replied with a devilish smile. “Let’s see what he’ll say when he sees his new employee getting attacked by his best friend in a public place.” He shrugged, like this didn’t have anything to do with him and wouldn’t have any consequence on him. Well… not like he’d care.
Kazuya pouted and whipped around at Jin. “Really, what’s gotten into you now?” he asked all of a sudden serious.
“What do you think?” Jin asked with a sulk - this was becoming the battle of kids if they kept sulking like that. “You left from that elevator and left me alone. And then…” he whined, now looking at Kazuya with puppy eyes.
“And I got lost.” Kazuya arched an eyebrow then he sighed. “If I stayed there, we might have ended doing different things and it was a public place after all, I - we - can’t be caught like that, understand?” He continued, as if he was explaining to a-three-years old that pebbles are not to be eaten.
“I know.” Jin sighed, leaning closer to peck Kazuya’s lips. “Though it’s still your fault for leaving me with a hard-on.” He added with a nonchalant tone, pointing to the visible bulge from his pants.
Kazuya’s brown eyes looked down and widened in surprise. “You’re still… ?!” he asked with a incredulously tone. “I’m taking the taxi!” he shook his head and proceeded to get off the car, afraid that if he’ll stay any longer then Jin will surely …do something to him. And he was still innocent!
“You’re not going anywhere.” Jin said with a chuckle as he pulled Kazuya back. “After all, it’s your responsibility, isn’t it?” he asked, proceeding to bring the younger even closer and to nibble on his ear. Revenge is a bitch, but it’s the sweetest sometimes.
Kazuya went limp and whimpering in Jin’s arms, the effect being almost immediate. “I’m not responsible for anything!” he managed to say through gasps as he tried to free himself from Jin’s hold. “Jin… please, stop.” The younger pleaded, giving and not giving into Jin’s treatment. Really, he was quite scared if something like having sex was going to happen between the two of them now.
“You owe me.” The singer whispered at the assistant’s ear, softly biting on it and pulling with his teeth, then soothing it with his tongue. “Big time.” He added as one of his hands traveled down and grabbed Kazuya’s crotch, giving it a squish. Then, all of a sudden, Jin stopped and backed away from his lover, turning to look in front of the car and starting the engine with an innocent expression.
Kazuya stood on his chair, trembling and burning with desire as he shot a glare to Jin. “You know who’ll suffer more from this, don’t you?” He said with a mean tone as he relaxed on his seat, licking his lips and suddenly making erotic noises. Then he brought his finger between his lips and slowly tongued it, not forgetting to moan feebly or to make erotic slurping noises. “And the road is long, my lover.” Kazuya chuckled and even his chuckle was low and arousing.
Jin’s hand stopped on the keys where it had been the whole time Kazuya talked as Jin glanced at the younger and gulped when he realized what he was doing. He turned to properly face him and he raised an eyebrow as Kazuya looked back at him. “I’m sorry, but I have to ask. Do you want me to rape you there, on that exact spot?” Jin asked innocently, also knowing that he didn’t need much to do it if he was challenged. The windows were black and no one could see them. They might have a problem with the police as they shouldn’t be staying on that parking place too much, but who the hell cared when Kazuya wanted so much to arouse Jin even more?!
Kazuya smiled while blushing and timidly shook his head in denial. “It’s just payback.” He replied and the shy aura he had turned into a devilish one. “Let’s head back home, shall we?” he asked, reverting to his cute and adorable self that he knew it will tease Jin even more. Of course, Kazuya hid the fact that his heart was beating so fast because of what Jin said and because of the fact that his body was getting aroused at the sheer thought of being raped by Jin. He was such an M.
The older approved Kazuya’s idea with a smile and drove them back at the assistant’s home, choosing to not talk at all and use the time to think at what had happened tonight. He was still aroused, but he figured he needed to endure for now. He’ll just have to go to a quick jog later when he’ll get home, Jin decided, to get rid of the extra tension that had built up in him. He parked the car and killed the engine, turning after to look at Kazuya with puppy eyes, his request not being said but obvious.
Kazuya looked back and shook his head. “I’m not kissing you, you’re still horny.” He explained his denial as a shiver passed down his spine.
Jin’s lips formed a pout at his lover’s response but it quickly dissolved as his earlier expression appeared yet again. “Then…” he started, cursing in his mind for feeling so shy, “can I come in?” he asked, looking unsure at Kazuya.
The younger blinked owlishly at Jin. “Are you out of your mind?!” he asked with a loud voice, feeling his heart thumping out of his chest. “I-it’s too early and m-my brother is there!” Kazuya stuttered, blushing really hard and looking stricken at Jin.
Jin also blinked, not understanding what was Kazuya talking about until it hit him. “What? No!” he hurried to deny, the surprise written on his face. “I said that precisely because I know that your brother is home!” he then added with an outraged tone, thinking that he had just thought that it would be nice if Kazuya introduced him as his lover.
Even if Kazuya’s idea wasn’t bad either, the singer thought with a grin which he kept to himself for the time being.
“Huh?” Kazuya looked confused at Jin. “What do you mean then? It’s not like you don’t know my brother…” he added and shrugged, oblivious to what Jin was intending. “And besides, our house is not that pretty as yours and it’s cramped…” he trailed off as he glanced at the dirty building that was his home.
“I’ve already been there and yes, I do know your brother.” Jin replied with a patient tone. “I just thought that…” he bit his lip and looked somewhere else than Kazuya, but his eyes came back on the boy’s figure in the next second like they had their own life. “That he doesn’t know me as your lover.” He said with one breath, closing his eyes and waiting for the impact.
Kazuya’s heart stopped and he looked at Jin incredulously. He wanted to present him as his lover to Yuuya? There were barely going out for two days, how the hell could he go and do such a thing?! Besides, Yuuya will be shocked, he needed to talk with him, to prepare him… no, he couldn’t simply march into the house and say to him - hey, Jin’s my lover from now on. No, he couldn’t do that.
“He’ll know later.” Kazuya said with a soft tone, but a firm one. “We’ve only been together for two days and besides, he’s sleeping and I haven’t even talked with him about… this.” He waved towards them as a couple. “I need to talk things through and we don’t even know if we’ll be together in a week or so. Therefore, don’t worry, it’s plenty of time for my brother to know you as my…” Kazuya paused and took a quick breath. “…lover.”
“We’ll still be.” Jin answered with a grin, even though he was kind of disappointed considering that he had been telling that they’re together whoever he met - even if that were only Pi and Ryo until now. “I’ll see you tomorrow at work then.” He added with a sly smile, leaning closer and pecking Kazuya’s lips even if the younger had refused earlier, acting like nothing happened.
Kazuya pouted and looked at Jin a bit annoyed. He disliked the fact Jin was so sure that they will still be together at the end of this week while he was getting so worked up in making Jin see that he only wished for Kazuya as a sexual plaything. “Fine. See you at work.” He sighed inwardly and before exiting the car, he leaned forward, pecked Jin’s lips back and passed his tongue over the lower lip, a soft moan escaping his mouth. Of course, he had teased there and he waved at Jin excitedly as he quickly headed for the building, smiling despite himself.
“He’s really going to kill me.” Jin shook his head as he started the engine again. Still, he was smiling and Jin could admit that he had never felt happier.
Maybe love really creates miracles.
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PART II