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just think what i really need to do right now is to let this out. so if anyone out there gets a random text at a really bad part of their day. I apologize in advance.
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So if i was to say that i was wondering out loud again would anyone listen? Things in this world seem to be be going up and down so fast as of lately that I seem to be falling father away from the road that I have been following. I have begun to realize that my life of sollitude as of late has cost me alot, and the pushing away of friends and ( Read more... ) -
feeling trapted
ever get that feeling when you wake up that you have been wasting your life doing something that you absoluly hate and are left wondering why? thats about how i feel now. so i am thinking that it is a good ting that i am planning on going back to college this following sprong semester. at least i dont have to worry about who is going to supply my ( Read more... ) -
wandering and stumbleing?
so it has been a while since i have been on here last. wow nine weeks! Where does time go? i cant believe that it is almost december. depressing. not really sure what i am going to write on here, the music is trying to steer me in a different direction. Like towards the fridge where my stash of booze is located. hmmmm, yeah i have beeen living in a ( Read more... ) -
Mountain Biking and Trampoline Jumpping
i just wanted to let you all know that i am officially off the reservation. Not sure what that means yet but, but, it doesn't mean that i won't be able to come back onto the reservation. So, in lighter news, I have got a car and gas in my tank. That is always a good thing. yes, yes ibdeed got gas in the tank. mmmmhhh.............. did i pay the ( Read more... ) -
Vacation!
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!!!!!!! I am going on vacation in January! And guess where to?? Hmmmm..... Give up yet?? Probably don't care cuase i am going to tell you anyways. But me, yes me, I know it is unheard of. Me and Vacation. I am bubbling in joy, i can barely contain myself. Hang on i see an open window, be right back. (opens window and scream's "I ( Read more... ) -
Posts.
Yeah, wow didn't think this much time has past since i had posted anything on this site. i keep forgeting that i have on of these things here. But yeah for my extremely limited reader list thigns are going great. I finnally quit my job at the Feild bar!!!! Yea!! I am so fucking happy to get out of that shit hole, and not have to put up with drunk ( Read more... ) -
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it is like living in a dream, being here at home I mean. There is so much that I would love to do but, there just seem's like there isn't time. I am begining to feel rushed and that i can't slow down and enjoy the small things again. But on the bright side, I do have a job and I will be going down to the cities next month for a day or two with a ( Read more... ) -
America, home of the free. Land of taxes and cellphone companies who ass rape you!
So, I probably said that I wouldn't write on here any more but I lied. yeah shocked me too! so the last two weeks have flown bye, can't even remember what I did except for spending large amounts of money, not fixing my laptop, paying off a collections agency, settleing with a communications company involing some use of srong pervasive language, ( Read more... ) -
Anger, Hate, Pain, Rage, Forgiveness, Shooting Spree.
Ok, This will not be my last posting as I have become more and more addaptive to this newly found revelation that I had last night at work. I realized that what I had been doing to myself since last October was wrong and not to do that again. To purposely do things like that to try and make a point to those who don't deserve it and then become so ( Read more... )