How can someone who seems to have so much potential throw it all away?
How can someone who seems to have it all, feel like they have nothing at all?

Cant happen to me, wont do it me.

Losing All

Betrayed By Life

To quote KRS-One "You know, life is funny..." I just got back from Fl. and I loved it. Mashallah, the Muslim community there is great. I had not a care in the world while I was there. Then I come back and had to deal w/ everyday life again. I checked Megs myspace account (I really have to stop doing stuff like this cause it just makes everything ( Read more... )

Well, Im in a new relationship and once again it reminds me of how royally fucked I am in the head. Lets hope this one lasts more than 3 months. Everything is right in life at the moment I guess, so why arent I happy? Who the fucks knows, who the fuck cares anymore, I am so sick of this shit, so sick of being my worst enemy, and so sick of ( Read more... )

Been a long week. Lara and I broke up. I'm dealing with it very well surprisingly. Friday's khutbah was just what I needed though. The khatib was absolutely amazing, at some points it was like he was speaking to me and needless to say, I shed some tears. As we prayed the two rakah for Jumah prayer I felt something deep inside of me. Not so much a ( Read more... )

Salam everyone ( Read more... )

An Article I found on the Zaytuna Institute website.A very poignant and touching reminder to all of humanity, not just Muslims ( Read more... )

I close my eyes and watch the darkness ( Read more... )

Hey all, its the start of a new year so I figured I'd update my journal. So much has happened since my last post and I would spend way too much time chronicling it; however, I will take this time to reflect on some events that have transpired over the past few days. I guess I'll start with New Years Eve, it was by far the best new years eve ever. I ( Read more... )

Allahumma inni astakheeroka bi ilmik. Wa'astaq-diroka biqodratik. Wa'as'aloka min fadlikal-azeem. Fa'innaka taqdiru wala aqdir. Wata lamo wala-a lam. Wa'anta-allamul ghuyoob ( Read more... )

1. Name: Darryn Jones ( Read more... )