Eric and I...and why this will work out in the end.

[arizonasfury]

Eric.....you're life is my life.....I hate that we have to go through all this emotional stress together. I'm so sick of talking to you for the first time in the whole week..and then we get in some STUPID fight. I hate that you look at me like I've changed...but so have you. It's like you just woke up one morning and forgot what college life is

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[ericsworkoutlog]

Crazy enough I'm sneaking on here to write this :-p

You are right, I do feel the same way. Ironically, I express myself better over the phone than on the internet :-p

If I didn't love you like I do then this thing wouldn't work the way it is. We've made it 11 weeks through this crap and we have basically 4 more to go (BPD told me I don't have post basic training!!!) and then we can be like peas and carrots again. We'll make it through this shit and we'll be the stronger for it. I have the same anxieties as you, I guess I just deal with them differently (bottled up deep inside, mostly until i go for a run). Anyways, we'll be done with this soon enough and right back to being able to see and hold eachother every day. Just don't listen to those doubts and confusions.

Love you always...
Schnookiepoooo

(PS. I did drink 5 glasses of milk and you are lucky I am going to be here and not there tonight)

[arizonasfury]

omg I love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much! I can't believe u acually took the time to be able to read this the same night I wrote it! I'm so happy! God I love you, i"m almost in tears at the thought that you read this whole thing! ERIC PAUL WESLEY YAGER...I LOVE YOU WITH NOT ONLY MY WHOLE HEART BUT ALL MY SOUL...EVERYTHING I LIVE FOR IS FOR YOU BABE. <3

haha and yea I wont lie I thank god to some degree ur with them when u drink milk!!! LOL LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH BABE!!! *muah*