My mind is restless. Sometimes if I write it down, my mind will become calm ( Read more... )

this journal on the other paw is struggling to survive. I'm going to try to update more often, just seems hard to when nothing interesting is going on in my life.

I'm having to drive Kohath to work at 5:20 in the morning. He likes to wake up at 4. Now I don't mind this at all, it's just the alarm clock is right next to me and I have a tendancy to turn ( Read more... )

Alive. That's all that can be said about me. Days seem to be going by very quickly, strange how that is when I don't really do anything productive. I feel like a bum and I'm falled in to some bad habits. I need to get my life back on track. That's why I haven't written in here for months, I'm not proud of the way I am living. I suck. I need to ( Read more... )

Tonight I asked stephwolf, a wolf I have strong feelings for and Muke really likes him also, to be our mate. So we are now a trio and I am so incredible happy. I'm still in kind of a dreamy state, hard to believe it really happened. Yet it did, and it feels so incredibly. I only wish he were here with us now.

or so it seems to be a routine I've gotten in. There have been many things coming up in my mind of the past few days. So maybe putting some down here will cease the endless cycle going on.

( randomness probably only I would understand )

The past few days have been very long and tiring. It hurts so much to see muke feeling the way he does, and it's sending me on kinda of a roller coaster of feelings. Like right now for instance I'm feeling pretty good...but as soon as I go to pick him up and see his face of misery, I'm almost absolutely certain that I won't feel as good. It's just ( Read more... )

It's this time of the semester, the last day to W drop. I've had to really think this over, are the classes I'm in now going to help me or not. Failing or getting a D would be very hurtful. Right now I think I can get at least a B in two of the three, but Differential Equations has been kicking my tail for the past few weeks. The homeworks have ( Read more... )

I was a bad lion today, stayed home from two of my three classes to watch the braves. It was a good game and a milestone one for Cox, getting 2000 wins. I think Muke was kinda upset with me for doing it. It wouldn't be so bad, if they weren't so borring, but that's what I get for mistakes in the past semester. Next week playoffs, it'll be fun, I ( Read more... )

Maybe it's easier to start typing by talking about the good things first...

Yesterday, Muke and I went to go see The Forgotten. It was a pretty good movie. For like the first time in I don't know how long I actually jumped in my seat. I mean sure it had some drawbacks for sure, like some bad writting at times, dragging and such. Other than that it ( Read more... )

School started this week, as it did for a lot of people. I'm only taking three classes, 12 credit hours, but really it's all I take for now. Once I finish the class I'm retaking I should be able to move one, that is if I do better this time, I did pass with a C before, but I don't feel like I'm prepared enough to go on to harder classes. *sigh* ( Read more... )