this is probably the opportunity to take to forget about everything. for example we'd slur our speech and we'll fall asleep for the same reasons.

still sober enough to catch the speaker falling down to the left of me. got to take it more seriously and find all the right things.

baby i fell down flat. i feel so old cause i dont do that kid shit anymore. ill just keep quiet.

one time i got drunk, and that time was now. and then i didnt know what to do and i remembered dreams of joey and i drank more and more vodka then beer and didnt know how to cope and id was drinking for 4 hours and all i know is that i love that scenester who goes on tour with all the hip bands and she'll never read this anymore cause livejournal ( Read more... )

i can't really breathe that often that much. i could blame it on a few things, but i think its just because im real dumb. i had this dream where all my insecurities and desires came out past and present. there's this guy Walter he's pretty cool. i sat around and read half of that new (?) vonnegut novel in barnes and nobles but had to leave to see ( Read more... )

i've been drawing on deconstruction paper for weeks on end now. change is imminent, this is not sustainable.

yep, tomorrow too will be hell.

n/t

i just want some 28 gauge in my arm

blur and mess and slur.