sometimes there's more to life than just yourself.. but even then you forget ( Read more... )

lungs breathe in unison, heart beats romantically, hands sweat perfusably, eyes blink uncontrollably.. this could be love. love, love, love... hi life. where have you gone? where have i gone? i'm not in the least excited or depressed or anything really. i didn't realize how much non-emotion i have encountered in the last months. at one point, i ( Read more... )

i don't know what to say, but what's funny is i'll say a lot after this line. i'm mad at the world like always, but it's only my work world. i hate working so hard, when everyone else doesn't work at all. and i know i dont mean anything that i feel because i hate those feelings and theyre all lies. i need to quit. but i cant until i find another ( Read more... )

taken from brightne
1. copy this whole list into your journal.
2. bold the things that you have in common with me.
3. whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you.

01. i have naturally brown hair
02. my hands get cold a lot.
03. i honestly don't know what major i should have.
04. i procrastinate like there's no tomorrow.
05. i work full ( Read more... )

naked is a wound
brought under despair
tasting for poisoned air
anchor love on broken bones
shattered hope falls close to
home
walk me to the other side
of the blood i spilled
every time i see you
i know its true
i spill my blood for you.it will be twelve days, almost like christmas, but no vacation time that i will be working in a row. saturday ( Read more... )

no, im not thinking about your gorgeous smile, your so called love affairs, your passionate life ( Read more... )

shedding away from catastrophe, the bittersweet agony you keep feeding me. the liberation is exhilerating. too bad i miss it so.
so much of something isn't a good thing after all. you choke, you spit, and then you die.
a little bit of this, and a little bit of that.
how about it? let's do this one more time. i'm not dead yetanyway, the sun fell ( Read more... )

my favorite words:
nonchalant
meloncholy
incognito

i can't eat. i can't sleep. i can't think straight.

ya zabeela - i forgot. how to go through the motions. how to just breathe. how to do the everyday thing i've trained my mind to do.

ya pomenoo - i remember. how to love. hopefully you.