You think you have breaking points, when circumstances occur when nothing can be salvaged. But just when you think you are on your way, you have to succumb to a new hinderance. Your world goes topsy tervy and everyone suffers, you just take the brunt of the load ( Read more... )

i love how i write in here only when things seem to be at an end, but they never really are. somehow we always seem to mend ourselves & get back into the old routine, & break down again ( Read more... )

( here's the yearly deal )

i know the ways to build & destroy a beautiful masterpiece; i hold all the blue prints. i know it's strengths, it's weaknesses. i know how to distress it to the point where it breaks. i am an artist, i am a creator. last but not least, to make it complete, i am egregious.

so just probably 10 minutes ago, i got cut down to basically nothing. i got told that all i was, was a lie. like how do you gulp that? like, that's probably the meaniest thing i've ever been told. i'm a lie? like, that leaves me in pieces ( Read more... )

right now if there is anyone still out there who reads this, i need your help. if you want specifics ask me, i just don't want to take the time out to write it cause it's real sappy like that. all i know is i've really hurt the one person i care most about. and i'm trying to get them back. now what i'm asking is how do i win them back. anything you ( Read more... )

It's been summer for awhile ( Read more... )

School's coming to an end. It's like 15 more days or something? AMEN ( Read more... )

I camera whored today.
( Whippie! )

I'm leaving. I have a real writing journal and I don't need to try to decide what information goes where.

I might get a myspace? Depending on if I want to give into the title of basically being the only person in WA who doesn't have one, and I kinda like that title.

Im me @ x10eliss, we'll chat

PEACE.