I am having a slight internal meltdown at the moment. I know many of us feel the same way right now but I am feeling so unprepared for this next chapter of my life. I see everyone being all grown up and independent and feel so behind. I need a job this year which I have slacked on and haven't even applied for. I feel so incredibly guilty for some ( Read more... )

Star-bellied boy, you're no fucking different.

My heart isn't in this. I'm cutting you loose and setting us free. I'm howling at the moon from now on.

Are you kidding me?

Some dudes will never change. Really, fuck you man.

Analysis via dreammoods.com of my recent dreams would conclude that I am dealing with issues of passiveness/aggresssiveness, that I am avoiding the problems in my life and also that my subconscious is crying out for sex ( Read more... )

Home for the summer. I'm kind of heart-breakingly bored already. I'm sure that will change once work starts again...it will at least make me tired at the end of the day. I'm thinking the next four months will be pretty wide open ( Read more... )

I did it. It's done. 3,600 words on a grape later and I am finished all of the course work of my first year of university. I'm just in the best mood right now for no real reason. I feel accomplished and indepedent but also creative ( Read more... )

I am so very sleepy and stressed. I am also so very in need of cuddles.

lost(fake)leather jacket
late night bike rides
angry yelling and crying
lying on the ground face down
enfuriating messages
missing you
wishing I didn't miss you

shitty weekend all around.

My teeth hurt and my head is spinning. I can't focus on the words on the pages of my textbooks and the only place I want to be is my bed right now. Guelph is blossoming again after this "warm" spell we've had. I'm starting to remember why I loved it so much here all those months ago ( Read more... )