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[aquasocks]

I am having a slight internal meltdown at the moment. I know many of us feel the same way right now but I am feeling so unprepared for this next chapter of my life. I see everyone being all grown up and independent and feel so behind. I need a job this year which I have slacked on and haven't even applied for. I feel so incredibly guilty for some

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[jenn_007]

Oh honey I know exactly how you feel! I've wanted out of Newmarket for so long but the day before I left I cried all night. Luckily moving in was such a disaster that I've been distracted for the past few days and busy scrubbing things. I just got back home (hence the internet connection) and felt very good about seeing the sign for Newmarket.

I'm also worried about my classes! Two more math classes this semester, and I need my average to be 75% + to stay in my program. I think it's normal and healthy to be intimidated by tough classes; it means you'll try harder.

All I can tell you is that once you're surrounded by the hustle and bustle of moving in and you're surrounded by school life again you'll feel more at home. I've realized that I'll always love Newmarket and perhaps always miss it a little, but there is life outside York Region and it's one that consists of eating pop tarts and KD for dinner.... in a good way ;)

I hope you feel better and that moving in goes smoothly! <3