ever sit there, looking at the predicament youre in, and just laugh because you honestly dont care? scary, aint it ( Read more... )

i still feel great and not even the return of Dr.Lane can ruin my mood! wahahaha! i mean, it may be a temporary victory, but it's a victory, for me, for the Avs, for everyone around me, it just smells like victory everywhere......or is that me? oh well. i again blab to myself cuz noone reads this place, but who cares? im too damn hyped to care!

im so happy. i mean, for the first time in years im actually euphoric and ecstatically happy. i mean, after the ropes course (obstacle course at Cherry Creek HS on 25 ft high poles, logs, and cables) and me overcoming my fears...... i dont know, i just feel liberated and...... optimistic. i mean, for the first time, i can honestly say instead of a ( Read more... )

I am an Intellectual


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So full of contradictions...

im mad at everything and nothing

i fear rejection and acceptence

i fear failure and success

im impatient over myself and others

i despise myself yet love others

what the hell is wrong with me?!

Ps. Happy Birthday Bob Marley, may you rest in peace

i wonder, whats has everybody been up to lately? wishing i had something to do, someone to talk to. oh well. ho hum

on the off chance somebody just happens to remember im here and reads this, i warn you NOT to read my xanga, i went waaaaaay overboard in my bitching and complaining. but i had good reason, and that reason is my utter hatred toward unsportsman-like behaviour. anyways, g'bai

i have no life, so i've decided to do a couple things. one is post a couple quotes, and ask your opinion on them. second song lyric, and tell me whatcya think of them too.

"Potential that goes unrealized may as well not exist at all" -Me

"Common sense isn't as common as the name implys." -Me

Get Your Riot Gear
-Five Iron FrenzySomethin stirrin ( Read more... )

ok, dis quiz on me instead of anything else. have fun...

http://www.quizyourfriends.com/takequiz.php?quizname=040119000543-the~p20so-called~p20~p22life~p22~p20of~p20me

Turn Your Lights Down Low Lyrics ( Read more... )