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ever sit there, looking at the predicament youre in, and just laugh because you honestly dont care? scary, aint it?
i sit here, scared and wondering why i cant get myself to care that my AP test is coming up and im not ready. scared that unless i ace everything, essays, criticisms, vocab tests, etc, that i wont pass lit and i wont be able to play hockey this summer. scared that im gonna lose my way sometime in the near future and may never find my way back. scared that if i dont find someone to talk to fast i may actually wind up never participating in anything that i should, as a highschooler, be able to do. but just like at the ropes course that everyone found out, when im scared, i burst out hysterically laughing.
but you know what? im beginning to realize, im not here for my benefit, im prolly here for yours. so, if anybody ever needs someone to talk to, dont be afraid to gimme a call. enjoy
i sit here, scared and wondering why i cant get myself to care that my AP test is coming up and im not ready. scared that unless i ace everything, essays, criticisms, vocab tests, etc, that i wont pass lit and i wont be able to play hockey this summer. scared that im gonna lose my way sometime in the near future and may never find my way back. scared that if i dont find someone to talk to fast i may actually wind up never participating in anything that i should, as a highschooler, be able to do. but just like at the ropes course that everyone found out, when im scared, i burst out hysterically laughing.
but you know what? im beginning to realize, im not here for my benefit, im prolly here for yours. so, if anybody ever needs someone to talk to, dont be afraid to gimme a call. enjoy