In other news I still can't do nights in on my own

[apiphile]

Comments

C

[wolfy_writing]

Cool shirt!

Does it help if you have the TV on so you have sounds being made? Or is it just home+alone+creeping darkness?

Re: C

[apiphile]

Empty house + encroaching night = WHAT IF THEY NEVER COME BACK

Also the times I spent living on my own and without even the possibility of god awful mother at least returning at SOME point were: at university, basically. During which period (encroaching dark, no friends, no money to go anywhere else, and for several protracted periods no real way of contacting anyone at all) I was also having a protracted and repeated breakdown and, y'know, BPD. Nights alone do badly with that brain.

RE: Re: C

[wolfy_writing]

Okay, so the options are pretty much going out where there are people are, or kidnapping. The first one probably creates fewer social complications.

Re: Re: C

[apiphile]

You'd think, and yet my other half is twitchy about both my safety and my propensity (unjustified atm) for promiscuity.