Remember when you used to:

[apiphile]

All my meandering essay posting that I was going to make basically boiled down to "I don't want to wake up any more and I'm pissed off because my life is over and nothing I do will be adequate punishment to people for having impinged on my existence", so I'm going to post that instead.

I miss being thinner and younger and more capable of just

Comments

[wolfy_writing]

Sorry you're having brain suckitude. I don't think your circumstances are as hopeless as you think they are, but right now that's got to sound about as convincing as "No, if you say you believe in fairies and clap your hands, you will save Tinkerbell!"

[apiphile]

I know I'm catastrophising but none of the potential solutions seem within the realms of possibility.

[wolfy_writing]

Yeah, that's because your brain-meanness is jumping in and telling you actual problems are hopeless disasters. If you're likely to feel less bad in the future, it might be a good idea to put off trying to solve things until then.

[apiphile]

Who knows how I will feel in future? BLEH.

[tintop_lizzy]

Thank PHUQ there is some one out there who has these feelings too.

I think its all a Daily Express readers' plot to homogenise our culture, THAT is what is making life stoopid at the moment. Also the price of petrol.

[apiphile]

I blame Lizard King Cameron.

[swear_jar]

:(