I have brainworms lots. I hate suddenly realising they're making me act strangely, so other people notice, which then neatly reinforces the brainworm. They're awful things.
Brainworms is a good term for it. On reflection most of mine have to do with my appearance, which is pathetic, but managed to add up into sort of loathing myself for having a vag when I was eighteen or so. I got better from that but I still have problems w/the... building blocks, I guess. So that blows! /sharing
but managed to add up into sort of loathing myself for having a vag when I was eighteen or so
I had one of those from 15-16 and then again from about 21-23. Maybe slightly longer the second time, and that was down to the brainworm "I would love you if you weren't a girl". :( [/hears you]
I love the term 'brainworms.' It's perfect, actually. And I'm glad you wrote this. And I'm sorry if I pissed you off the other day. I am always hyperbolic, and very rarely coy or any of those things. This is really well-put, and thank you.
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I had one of those from 15-16 and then again from about 21-23. Maybe slightly longer the second time, and that was down to the brainworm "I would love you if you weren't a girl". :( [/hears you]
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