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aphonic_matrix

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Oct 02, 2005 21:50

I truely wish I could rewind time...
I would definitely go back to August 1-6, 2005. Denver, Colorado.
( Rant. I'm actually going to make a non-vague post. )

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christopherbyrd October 3 2005, 04:09:35 UTC

ahhhh...to be able to rewind time. seems like you got a lot on ur mind and wile everybody else in the world is care free u have a lot to think about. maybe im completely wrong that doesnt really matter at least i took the time to draw a conclusion and ill extend the same offer u gave me a few weeks ago, although we dont normally talk that much im always around if u want to talk. i found out that it helps to get things off ur mind even if no one can really help but right now ill pray that God will help u.

dxcondemned October 3 2005, 04:13:30 UTC

but is anyone ever truly care free? would that not negate the point of our existance in a sense?

aphonic_matrix October 4 2005, 01:10:21 UTC

Thanks Byrd.

dxcondemned October 3 2005, 04:17:33 UTC

concerning the whole deal about putting much more trust in yourself than before, I offer this: When you are little, your faith is like a cup, and it doesn't take much to fill that cup, but as you begin to grow the cup grows larger yet if you are still keeping the same amount of faith as before, the cup will be less full, therefore it takes just a bit more faith and trust to fill the cup as it was filled before.
and on the matter of patience, all I have to say is you're a teenager and it's only natural that you lack patience. And after all, patience is a virtue not easily learned.

aphonic_matrix October 4 2005, 01:12:04 UTC

Nice analogy.

nice engageflipnlife October 3 2005, 12:00:54 UTC

you rock!(or 'you are cool.' if thats too outdated.haha)

I think i do the same thing. summer was so much less challenging...and so much less 'need(?)' trust in many areas. We call out to God more when we need Him. I want to want Him all the time. easy or hard times.

as to the modesty verse, you seem to do that well, and I thank you(as a guy) for taking that verse seriously.

beauty. yes. its considered physical the majority of the time. but that is only one aspect of beauty. beauty is freaking overwhelming. I see it in a sunset. in little kids. in the wilderness. in loving someone. in God's love for me. in meangingful friendship's. in sharing life with people. so much more.

you hold beauty. you are attaining beauty. you are beautiful.

Re: nice imjustwaiting October 3 2005, 20:50:52 UTC

Wow, dude who posted that up there ^, I dont know who you are but you are amazing.... ha just thought id let you know that...

Re: nice aphonic_matrix October 4 2005, 01:14:10 UTC

Texas, the icon. It's killing me.
Heh :)

Re: nice imjustwaiting October 4 2005, 01:25:53 UTC

hahaha
♥

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whatsalinh October 3 2005, 22:32:54 UTC

I've completely lost touch with how I feel, with myself... I was trusting in myself WAY too much. I definitely do not have all the correct answers. Only God does.

Eh... that's just what I'm thinking. Thanks for the post. Oddly enough, it's exactly what I needed.

aphonic_matrix October 4 2005, 01:14:36 UTC

No problem :)

arcane_euphoria October 4 2005, 00:34:27 UTC

Courtney, I miss you.

And I needed you today.

We must talk. Ballet. Perhaps.

aphonic_matrix October 4 2005, 01:17:50 UTC

It feels like I haven't talked to you in forever. I don't like that feeling!

I am not fond of talking in ballet because (A) no one ever talks in there. And we are loud. Therefore, everyone hears us, heh. And (B) we miss the combination. But, we will talk anyway. Don't hesitate to call me tonight if you have the time.