*laughs at old entries*

i was so different....

i never knew i had a livejournal. oh well. sorry i can't use it much. my life isn't exciting. and i'm not in the search for anyone. what happens happens.

i want to help so much, i can't, nobody lets me...nobody's there, they all leave before i get the chance...i hope they're okay...life is too complicated, just so pathetically hopeless, i honestly think life IS hell, and death is heaven. to hell with it, i'm not going to kill myself, but i look forward to death.

well, here we are, first entry. to sum up today, brother thinks i hate him, i'm starting to hate diablo 2, and i learned airbrushing...goto my site to see if you want. oh well, i probably won't update much.