Hurt

[aoispet]

hurt, angry, sick that's exacly how I'm feeling right now...

I was supposed to have friends in real... but those last days have been a living hell... with each day I'm wondering if I'm really not hated. They don't care. They just don't. If a fucking truck hits me today and I die they will laugh. Yes, I really feel like this... beacuse it seems like

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[aoispet]

*hugs back*

I know this... but when I'm talking to them seriously they start laughing and they're like: Oh common Miki now don't be so emo and stuff like that... it's just that it feels like I'm not allowed to have problems or to be sad...

and thanks so much <3333 it really means a lot for me *hugs like a maniac*

I already feel better so thank you so so much <33333 you're amazing sweety thank you <333 LOVE YOU <333

[aoispet]

I can't find the words for thanking you enough... It's strange... I don't know you for a long time... I don't even know you in real but still you're being a better friend for me than my real 'friends' so thank you so much...

I do one or two for the most.... but it feels lonely cause they can't be with me just rarely... so in the rest I'm all alone...

thank you. That's all I can come up with <3

[gazerotica]

Hunny, If these people don't care for you when you need that comfort, then they are not your friends. It seems to me that they only want you around when you can do something for them - you don't need people like that around you sweetheart, you're worth so much more.
I know it's difficult to judge someone by their online ramblings - but, to me, you seem very sweet and gentle, and a good person. You need to stop putting yourself down so much and believe that you are worth more than you are presently receiving.

You've brought the mummy side out in me *hugs*
feel better soon xx

[aoispet]

sweety you have no idea how much better I feel when I read this kind of comment... it makes me feel like there truly are people who cares and I feel loved... so thank you <3

I'm so happy you think of me like that... usually people think I'm stupid for trying to help everyone~~ probably taht's why they act like this...

I guess I should be happy then right?? *hugs back*

thank you<3333

[bluevioletapple]

Don't worry , all of us love you very much. (:

Friends can be the dumbest pricks sometimes. I am veryvery bad at comforting people but I'm a good listener.
And gah , I've had fights over the way they treat me all the time last time. Cause I'd always listen to their problems but they'd throw me aside everytime after feeling better that they've dumped their feelings onto someone else. We're on the same boat , I guess , kinda , sorta. :D

This is why when they do that to me nowadays , I'd just ignore them and the rest of the world. They don't deserve nice good listeners like you and I. (:

We all love you here and we don't mind your ramblings. (:
AI ! * HUGS YOU TIGHTLY *

[aoispet]

it seems we really are alike ne??? I mean.. it's the same for me... I'm no good at comforting but I'm a good listener... it's good to see that I have someone who is just like me~~ you can understand me perfectly then... and I'm sorry for what happened to you too sweety

and yeah hell with them we're the best XDDDDD

thank you so much <33 *HUGS BACK*

[aoispet]

*hugs back tightly*

thanks so much hun <3 I need hugs like this <3