My whole life I’ve tried so hard to be good, to make my mom happy. I’ve bowed and scraped to try and do what she asked and not be disobedient. But regardless, I think I’ve disappointed all her greatest ambitions ( Read more... )

Maybe if I'm lucky I can bury my embarassing posts beneath essays I feel proud of! This was one written in May 2017 for HIST 463: Jews, Christians, and Muslims in the Middle Ages.

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I’m watching the new Project Runway with my mom, and she keeps talking about how she hates it when people talk themselves down (particularly she’s worried about Brandon) and how she “just wants to be there to comfort them” or something like that. That’s great and all, but all I can think of is how, throughout my whole life of being a negative ( Read more... )

Pairing: Gen (Bokuto and Akaashi)
Rating: G
Length: 862w
Summary: Akaashi is Bokuto's everything, and there's no way he could ever really understand. Also on AO3.
A love letter (of sorts) to the friend who's pulling away.

heyyyy, lol, it's been a while( Akaashi, for all he comes off cold and distant, is a popular guy. Of course he is, why wouldn’t he be? )

I was about to post bitterly about how she forgot and ignored me yet again and while she did, I think, forget,it seems she did in fact respond to the text I sent 12 hours ago (supposedly - my trust is stretched thin at this point) but, due to phone issues, it just now sent.

"You realize I'm not listening to a word you say, right?" - one of the most hurtful things anyone ever says to me, which is stated verbatim on an extremely regular basis ( Read more... )

It's...really hard being the second choice friend, especially when it's pretty across the board ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really wonder how me and what I have to say can matter so little to everyone.

Pairing: random anonymous man/Cain
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: dubcon, prostitution, rough sex, first time
Length: 1297w
Summary: He lasted a couple years before sucking cock wasn’t enough - his sister with the baby, always screaming with colic, not able to work anymore, no way to make ends meet. A fill for this prompt over on the Starfighter Kink Meme. ( Read more... )

I like everyone in my Korean class. Well - the closest I probably am to disliking someone is Kouros, and he's kind of obnoxious and egotistical but not bad. We all get along really well, we've done a lot of stuff together with varying members of the class and it's all been pretty good. Given this, I thought I got along well with pretty much ( Read more... )