I leave in 7 weeks and i think i've actually found someone i could possibly eventually love.
bad timing.
but he makes me feel like i'm 17.
he brings me picked flowers and takes me on picnics and kisses me on train tracks.

She's a jar ( Read more... )

i went to an hour and a half long ballet class tonight and thought i was going to die.
i've never been in so much pain in my life. but i'm gonna stick with it.
i'm gonna be a ballerina.

well alas, i'm single again. surprised? me neither ( Read more... )

i have a boyfriend.
and he makes me the happiest girl.

more awesome shots from saturday


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this is a sestina i wrote for my creative writing class. i haven't posted any of my writing in forever ever ( Read more... )

when i'm happy, it only lasts a couple weeks.
im so fed up with that.

last night a cute boy told me that i looked like a little dancing star in a pretty dress. that's the sweetest thing ever. but i'm trying to not get excited about anything ever again.
what's the point?

i'm retardedly lonely.

it never ever works out for me.
i'm giving up. i cant wait for japan.

i've decided i'm going to start writing in my journal more, but for now i must catch the bus to school and fail my greek art test that i havent really studied for and i'm going to cry as a result ( Read more... )