Here's the thing about drinking booze; it makes you feel like something is happening, relationships are being formed all the while you are static and the relationships formed are literal figments of your imagination.
I miss when the internet and social media was google, livejournal, and myspace. I used to spend hours on the internet and only 20% of that was looking at porn via suicide girls and whatever erotica I could find. holidays such as this remind me of how much I hate social media.
I thnk i died five years ago all the color is gone there are holes in every pair of jeans. my fingers are like raw meat. too full of flesh for food but starving for something else... there's no room, no room