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Daddy Part I
In two weeks it will be one year since my dad was diagnosed with Stage 4 Lung and Brain cancer... I remember where I was when I got that horrible news... I was taking my son to his bowling league and got the phone call there... I was like ok and hung up... This news literally came 1 week after we buried my sister in law Carmela...
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Monday
Another week has begun and I am hoping that it goes nice and fast... the faster it goes the faster I get the hell out of this inpatient program I signed myself into.... I do have to admit that since I started this group program my bathing habits and my sleep habits have improved greatly. Before this program I.was bathing once a week if that and ( Read more... ) -
Another good weekend
Had a great weekend and it has come to a close... Gorgeous weather, got alot done and am ready for another week to begin...
I do have to admit that when I leave my house I dread every minute that I am away from my house... Little did I know that I was agoraphobic til a few weeks ago. It explains alot knowinf what my diagnosis is... Although I dont ( Read more... ) -
Happy Saturday
Well woke up this morning in a pretty good mood... Slept well last night, I think I may have had a nightmare and woke up my hubby but other than that slept well...
My medications seem to be working wekk (knock on wood)... I started a program for acute inpatient and I finally am getting to go 3x a week instead of everyday... It makes a big difference ( Read more... ) -
February 24, 2011
I started my MICA group today I really didnt want to go to begin with but when I got there and could openly speak about my xanax addiction.... I was glad I went...
The new medications that I am on are kicking my butt... Causing me to have severe constipation... I think that I would rather have diarrhea than constipation...
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Daddy
It has been a week since my father passed away and it seems like my world has come to a screeching holt... I go to work and come home and do what I have to but I feel nothing... the only thing I look forward to is seeing my son and therapy... I guess that it will take time right?
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So I was woken up this morning by the sound of the phone at 6:30 am When I went downstairs to find out who was calling at such an hour Ihad found out that my mother had called the hospital because my father's tumor is seeping blood. It comes out that they could not find the doctor and instead of going to the hospital they are just going to wait til ( Read more... ) -
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Well my father is now dealing with Lung and brain cancer. On Monday he is going to start the process of having Radiation Therapy and he is also going for his PET Scan. When the PET Scan results come in we will find out how much time we will have with my father. Whether it will be a year or if it will be just a few months.
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My father has been going through testing to see if he has cancer and the results are in.... he has Stage II Small Cell Lung Cancer and if he does not get treatment immediately he has 18 months or less.
When I heard this information I was numb, cried a lot and then went back to being numb... I am not sure on how to feel ~~ my first thought was to ( Read more... )