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Today Was Depressing
I set my alarm for 10:00 because I wanted to train my body to wake up earlier in a gradual way. My counselor's receptionist called me at 8:30 and woke me up to cancel my 4th appointment in a row, or course. Then I couldn't get back to sleep because my neighbor's baby was screaming. It basically sounds like they leave the baby in a high chair all ( Read more... ) -
I am so pissed off I could shit!
My counselor keeps canceling all my appointments. I have anxiety so bad I can't even function. How am I ever going to be able to deal with it if I can never speak to my "professional" about it. I really wanted to start my first week of school out right and try to work out my problems. I already have to turn in my first assignment tomorrow and I'm a ( Read more... ) -
Something Sad
I watch a lot of communites mostly based around art or fashion and someone's comment really got to me. They said they were in their last semester of grad school and they weren't looking forward to it ( Read more... ) -
Bored
My life is so painfully ordinary. I'm 23 and I live the life of a 65 year old. All I do is work at an old lady's clothing store or read or watch movies with my boyfriend. Sometimes I shop. So boring ( Read more... ) -
I'll update a little
I haven't posted on here for awhile. I had this as one of my goals on 43 things (to blog daily). Maybe I'll gradually get to finishing this goal ( Read more... ) -
Shoes
I got my shoes from Wet Seal today. Umm...they're a little difficult because I never wear heels. The ankle boots are 3 inches and the pumps are made like wedges with a little heel, so it's about 4 inches. I'm thinking of sending the pumps back. They're just painful to look at. I can't wait to get my Target stuff in. I'm pissed because my store ( Read more... ) -
Google Image Survey - Fun
Found on some random journal:
- go to Google Images
- search for your answer
- pick one image from the first page
- post
1. Age you will be on your next birthday.
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Country roads...take me home...
I'm at my parents' house right now, which always makes me feel better about whatever kind of crappy week I've had. Which is every week. I can't wait to talk to my counselor on Monday. I think it will make me feel better to talk to someone. But yeah, still failing at school and currently wishing I had the option of getting my masters' in art history ( Read more... ) -
It's really strange how re-doing your lj layout can make you feel better about life.
I can't stop sleeping. I drank half a nasty frappachino (mocha peppermint :P) and took a Zantrax. I just take them as caffeine pills, not as diet pills. Anyway, I sleep over 14 a hours a day. I have no idea why. About a month ago I couldn't sleep more than four hours a night.
Anyway, I made an assload of purchases yesterday (online). I get afraid ( Read more... ) -
Lifelong To-Do List
I'm going to turn this entry into a memory because I would like to have a memory, lol. This is my life-long to-do list. It's going to be as long as I want it to be and I'll edit it as many times as I want. These are in no specific order ( Read more... )