well this last week was ok, i got to hang out in albany for an afternoon and walked around a lot. but aside from that it kinda sucked. i suppose i was expecting more people to want to hang out or something, but i suppose when yer gone for a week people just dont really think about you. but thats ok. i got to spend time with my family and just do a ( Read more... )

so the last couple weeks have been a little hectic, i went to leadership training where i just hung out with staff ( Read more... )

well this weekend was not exactly what i was looking for by going to my grandmothers ( Read more... )

so on friday we went over who was going to be in band next year and stuff. and so many people fucking hate band and it pisses me off, because yeah at times henkel is annoying but most of the time hes not that bad and personally i can take a little annoying because i actually enjoy playing my instrument. I guess it just pisses me off about how much ( Read more... )

The first thing i heard this morning when i woke up at 6:30, "gordon, get up, the basement's flooded, you should probably get down there to help your father." So i got up and spend about three hours moving around wet shit and organizing dry shit and making sure pumps were working and shit, and mopping up all this wet shit. So then my dad went to ( Read more... )

i only write in this with moderately unhappy thoughts,isnt that strange, i'll have to work on that. anyway, after i am done talking to someone i always go over the last words i said and think about how i could've made them better and then that just makes me focus on negatives ( Read more... )

god, i hate spring, i dont see why so many people hate winter, i dont mind the cold that much, but then it gets to spring and its all this fucking mud and shit. i love summer and fall, and winter is fine, but spring sucks

with my having started reading harry potter with mystery awaiting for the last time i gues s i'm realizing how much hp means to mean. I just cant imagine life without it. granted i'll still read it obsessivly the rest of my life but its not the same. I just hope with this new group i can make some friends to share the end with.

wow, its only 1120 and i've already had like 2 things invoke memories. this morning i heard this crow or something, i dont know what it is but its sound is like "caw caw" and then a pause and repeated. and i always hear that in the morning at my grandmas cottage in the morning when you hear everything waking up and i was still sort of sleeping so ( Read more... )

i've never realized how much i depend upon books. i'll be watching Tv and a commercial will come on and i'll reach for a book and i currently dont have one so i'll just sit here feeling like crap.

any book recommendations anyone?