You ever feel like just dying sometimes...i think everyone does..i mean unless you live a perfect life..an dont want nothing else...which is crazy...I have really bad feelings in my stomach ...about life in general..mostly hs..i need to get through it but its tuff...and...i hate avondale..but hey what can ya do... I need a bf.. or a gf...but my mom ( Read more... )

Today...really sucked....jusst thought it was just a little short term thing...but no...it took her life...in the mids of only about 2 hours...im talking about my kitten "Ruby Girl"....Such horrible cancers out there...so distructable...i hate it....i loved her with all my fucking heart..the only one i had to cuddle with....slipped out of my arms ( Read more... )

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i hate life once again...yes i said..even tho i say it every fucking entry i put into this stupid thing...im depressed...an screwd...and i feel like dying...my dad is havin surgery on wednesday....i hope everything goes good...yea he has to get a paste maker..put into his chest...im nervous..:(...an now my dad knows about me skipping school..an ( Read more... )

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Umm....yes! score..i dont feel sick this morning for the first time in like a week....i dont understand why i always have stomach aches in the morning....i think its because im not getting enough sleep...im not sure...i didnt eat breakfast this morning so maybe that has something to do with it. No Clue...o well...im having somewhat of a good day so ( Read more... )

Alot has happened lately...last month...been at the hospital like almost all august..my dad had a heart attack..an now has diabetis...and..got yelled at hardcore...also having to deal with my dads personality changes...with all his medicines..an stuff....its so anoyying...life is shitty..these days...i need a bf..really bad...i need someone to take ( Read more... )

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