love and pain continued

[ant121]

I wake up after talking to a friend online last night and felt good for about 20 seconds until I thought of my love again. Why does this person evoke such a bodily and mental reaction. I literally tremble and feel very nervous. I am fine when I take my mind of them and I feel like I have to literally push them out of my mind and consciously focus

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hey, everything's going to be ok..:)

[sara_jen]

Hi! I've read your post and I can relate so much for that. And you're very lucky to have real friends. You know, you have to be thankful for them and with your love one, I think its better if you think through it. I know it will be hard but its for your own sake and your happiness..

Take care and update me with your life..Im looking forward to know what will happen to you and your love..:)

Re: hey, everything's going to be ok..:)

[ant121]

Aw thanks sara_jen I really appreciate your beautiful reply you have no idea how much I appreciate this at this time. Especially from someone I dont know. I am quite blown away by this - thank you so much.

I am glad you related to my post that makes me happy

Yess I am very grateful to have friends and have access to them via im and I will be happier once the relationship becomes more of face to face.

*Hugs*

I will do my best to update you

Thank you once again