So today was so extremely fucked up. I went to school in a decent mood and had big plans for the afternoon. Well Im walking to lunch and Meredith walks up to me and tells me Brendon Thayer died ( Read more... )

Wow. It actually took me a year to fuck things up here like I did in Florida. Im proud of myself.

I knew all along so I dont know why it's bothering me so much now that I know for sure. It just sucks. I mean it sucks because it was her but it sucks even more because it was both of them ( Read more... )

The shit hit the fucking fan tonight.

My new username is Australiabound. If you're not on the list it's for one of three reasons.
1. I don't like you.
2. I didn't know if you still wrote in your livejournal.
3. I did't know if you still read livejournal.

If you want me to add you comment on either livejournal and I'll consider.

Your mom, motherfuckers.

I have sat too long in my silence. I have grown too old in my pain. To shed this skin, be born again, it starts with an ending. So thank you friends for the time we shared. My love stays wiyh you like sunlight and air. Oh, I truly wish I could keep hanging around here but my joy is covering me. Soon, I will dissapear.

Imagine suffering. Imagine suffering for a very long time. Imagine finding out that all that suffering won't matter in a matter of days.

And I swear to god if anyone calls my house for me and says more than 8 words to either one of my grandparents about anything at all....