I havent done a proper long post in quite a long time. I do miss writing, I just seem to have so manM other distractions going on at the moment that it is actually incresingly difficult to sit down and write. My attention span nowdays is the length of a goldfishes. I guess the other thing holding me back in rgards to journal writing is that there ( Read more... )

Why am i so paranoid. It wrecks me an my life, makes me miserable, makes the people around me miserable and its just not fair. I'm so sad at the moment and i just cant figure out why, but i just want to cry all the time and curl up, and when i get asked not to feel miserable its really really hard to explain how i feel because i dont know how i ( Read more... )

I feel all over the place at the moment.  I have finally, finally moved out of the appartment in Turin thank GOD! monday was exceptionally hellish in trying to sort out my rent and the £200 worth of bills that I'd neglected to be informed about. Home is shit as per usual, I would love to move out apart from the lack of money and job at the moment. ( Read more... )

i am home. WOOOO. cuba on sunday WOOOOOO. joseph WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ( Read more... )

So Far in 2008…

1. Have you had a gf/bf? Yes
2. Have you had your birthday?: nope
3. Been to church? : erm..no
4. Cried yet?: lots.
5. Had someone close to you pass away?No thankfully.
6. Pulled an all nighter?: yes, for a flight
7. Drank starbucks?: YUMMY they wake me up at the airport
8. Gone shopping?: unfortunately yes
9.Gone to the movies ( Read more... )

Life has had its ups and downs since i last typed ( Read more... )

So far, 2008 has not been a good year ( Read more... )

I was sitting in class today, and i got very bored so i thought id tally up the guys i have slept with. bearing in mind this is over 5 years of being sexually active, i have slept with 14 guys, 13 if you discount sam gaus, after all he was more of a spectator... Anyway. that averages as 2.8 guys a year. Which isn't that bad. Weirdly, barring Joseph ( Read more... )

...such a beautiful song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uzudGPIGlDk

It's not sad but it makes me all teary? its just. i dont know. it would be something i'd sing to my child as opposed to boyfriend if that makes sense. ive been listening on repeat for about 1/2 an hour now

im sitting on leamington station after a really good night with my boys at the union. it was just like old times, except i got many more cuddles. very nearly fell asleep in toms bed and though nothing happened in very glad i didnt.. but this morning, i went and met lianne for a coffee. it was strange. she also told me that jemma said i should have ( Read more... )