I can't run anymore.

[anna_luvs_steve]

Right now I miss belgium more than ever

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[physical_sex]

I think you should sit your mum down and have a talk with her.
Tell her how you feel about her not being encouriging, like every mother should.
Tell her you're commited and if you're not you'd pay back for all the stuff she buys for you. So you can show her how comitted you are.