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Soo my dad's scale said 131 this morning. Obviously I have not lost 4 lbs in 2 days. haha If only. =P But I'm thinking tomorrow when I weigh myself on my own scale I must be 135! My first GW and 10 lbs down! None of my friends have even noticed. Asses. I cannot wait for them to start noticing. I was always heavier than my three best friends ( Read more... )

Hey guyss thought maybe you guys would like these. The butt one just kicked my ass. haha It's a 15 minute ab work out and a 5 minute butt one. Whoa. haha It's greattt!

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Nothing tastes as good as thin feels!

Much love! :)

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Soo today was just blah. My house is DESTROYED from last night. I don't know how many calories I had today. All I ate was broth, gatorade, garlic veggies, and wontons. A lot i know. buh. Mothers day. Tomorrow I'm going back to school so I'll be fine ( Read more... )

Mmk so if you didn't get my last post.. last night at 1 AM I got roped into going out. Well I wasn't supposed to drink. I was going to be strong. I was going to just go see my friends that I missed so badly. NO. Got drunk. Ate so much. I feel disgusting. I hate myself for having absolutely no control. Ugh. I feel so fat. I HAVE to ( Read more... )

drunk.

so many calories.

fight with sam.

tyler is cute. hah

damn it i'm going to be fat forever.

5:30 AM = sleep

Okay so... apparently cheese wontons are 272 calories for 4 of them. FOUR. That's like. Heaven for me. Because I just beat myself up over eating 4 of them. Thinking I consumed like thousands and thousands of calories. Apparently I didn't. I am SO full now though. Like. SO full. If that wonton thing is true then I didn't go out of my calorie ( Read more... )

Anti-cellulite recipe:

Need to start doing these things. Bikini bodies aren't all about being thin... I can't be gross either. haha

1/4 cup coffee grounds
3/4 cup sugar
Oil

Scrub in the shower daily.

Alright! haha

Okay Okay I must start today off well:

Thinspo of people my height and goal weight!


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Soo today hasn't been as good as yesterday. Total calories: 453 (possibly more. I'm not trusting restaurant food hah) Worked off 300 calories. I mean obviously the most important thing is that I stayed strong and I didn't binge. Matt took me to Polar Bear. It's like this amazing barn with homemade ice cream. $1.75 for a massive cone. It ( Read more... )