i think i want to try to take voice lessons over the summer.

that is all.

my randomness for tonight ( Read more... )

so today was insanity. in short: i tried to take sides with shit between hil and yam and it was a catalyst for their fight. i'm really glad it happened, but at the same time god today sucked. i felt like i fucked everything up by not taking sides more often or just not getting involved, but i was just trying to be a good friend. but seriously ( Read more... )

alright since the other chicks did it i'll do it too. and yes it's 1:30 in the morning don't ask why i'm doing it ( Read more... )

so i think i'm a firm believer in signs. that's an oxy moron isn't it. but seriously. do you ever have those wtf moments and you're like god that just happened for a reason. yeah happened to me today. i was all down about stuff and the future, and then someone i wouldn't expect gave me my own advice from like 2 years ago. it was so weird to ( Read more... )

do you ever notice that days with the biggest ups also have the biggest downs? weird huh. and then every other day is completely average....

i just wrote my last shakespeare paper. until the final that is. but no more late nights, procrastinating the hell out of that damn paper. in the words of the emporer's new groove.... "i'm so happy." ha HA! i love that movie.

p.s. i fixed the date. do not fret.

i'm in one of my totally relaxed moods right now. everything is good. christmas makes me happy. it's always in the back of my mind as something to look forward. and we all know what shopping does to me. i can't wait to get home, i'm going to be a shopping fiend. and i love online shopping. it's like window shopping without all the walking ( Read more... )

this day is such a roller coaster. mehhh.

i don't understand myself. my brain is thinking one thing and my actions are totally different. i think i like to create drama in my so not drama filled life. but i don't like it. why can't i just be happy all the time. in my brain i'm so fine, and then all of a sudden i'll just have this unhappy spell and i don't understand it. that's so ( Read more... )