[1] NAME:Jessica Marie Vadalabene ( Read more... )

OMG OMG OMG!!! So I totally had the best day ever today! It all started out when I woke up. Jen came and picked me up and then we went and picked up Jared and Mike and went to eat at Panda Express!!! Yum! Then we dropped Jared and Mike and Jen and I went to Starbucks!!! YAY! We hung out and then she dropped me off at the baseball fields so that I ( Read more... )

Right now I am more upset than I have been in several months. Nothing is working in my favor at all. I feel like I am losing control of everything. My life, my relationships, my family, my sanity. I dont know how to handle any of this and I seriously feel like I have no one on my side to help me. Everyone that says they'll help me only has ( Read more... )

So... now its 7:21 and I'm still awake... well I went to bed at like 3:30 and woke up at 4:45 so I don't really know what you consider it!!! GRRR... What the heck am I doing awake at 7:22 in the morning??? There is seriously something wrong with me!! At least I know that today/tonight is going to be a great time!!! :) I'm really excited... and if ( Read more... )

So I finally straightened my hair again. Its been so long since I've done it!!! I missed it so much!!! Even though SOME people don't like it very much.. I happen to be a huge fan of it! Now that its done I really wanna go out and do something... Too bad its 2:30am and everyone has finals!!! Maybe something fun will happen tomorrow night! ;) I sure ( Read more... )

So I love how its 4:40 and I can't sleep! I have nothing in the world to do, but I just can't sleep! But its not just like i'm not tired, its more like, Im so pissed off and hurt and frustrated so i can't sleep! UGH!!! Certain people are really stupid and they anger me greatly. Maybe I should try and focus on the good stuff and that will let me ( Read more... )

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So... as excited as I am about coming home in a few days.. things really suck right now!!! So I took one final last friday in philosophy and I think I did really well on it! But as for my other classes... I basically don't exist! I had to withdraw from algebra, and take a complete in spanish and intro to teaching. I thought that I was gonna be able ( Read more... )

Ya know... sometimes life throws an unexpected curve ball. And that sux. But that state that I'm at right now is just me lying there are someone throwing a hundred balls at me over and over again non-stop! Just whailing them at me for no apparent reason. I know this entry is long... but if you read the whole thing it makes sense and would really ( Read more... )

Life is interesting!! It is especially interesting when it takes a song to make you realize it. I am completely infatuated with the song I AM by Nicole Nordeman!!! It is totally amazing!!! It is definitely the song that I am dancing with my dad at my wedding!!! I am so excited! If you really care you'll read the lyrics ( Read more... )