Six months

[anjala]

So, today is the 6-month anniversary of the murder of Jeremy and Kyleigh Crane. Also, on December 8, 2011, I lost my best friend, Ginny Fletcher, at the age of 55 to a stroke. Then, on December 16, 2011, my last grandparent, my papaw, Charles Richard Cross passed away from this life at the age of 92. That week was a week of pure hell for me, as

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[runeenigma]

*hug* You are allowed to feel angry. Healing takes time.

[anjala]

Thank you. I just have issues dealing with anger - I don't like feeling it. Good girls don't get angry (or so I was taught) and you are supposed to forgive and forget. How do I do that?

[runeenigma]

I hear you. I don't deal with it well, either. I'm just now learning that it's okay to feel angry sometimes, and that scares me! As far as "supposed to," meh, I don't like those words when applied to emotion. Emotions have their own logic, and they are very real. Some victorian standard meant to control us, that might be good in a theoretical world, but this is real life

[glowsinthenight]

That is so awful. :( *hugs*

[anjala]

Thank you, hon. I am still trying to cope with the emotions. I don't deal well with anger and feel guilty when I do have anger. Miss you and Chris.

[glowsinthenight]

♥♥♥ We miss you too.