Lies - Chapter 15 - Part 1

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Title: Lies

Length: 15/?
Author: Anim22
Rating: Pg13 
Genre: Drama, angst, AU- m-preg

Pairing: Jae/Yunho, Jae/Yoochun, Junsu/Yoochun,

Summary: Yunho arrived on time for his brother’s wedding. He wanted to know about this mysterious guy that had made his brother fall head over heels in love with him.

But when he arrived, his brother had committed suicide, only leaving behind a letter with the initials KJ and a brooch with the initial J. Now Yunho was seeking revenge. He was going to find KJ and make him pay for his brother’s suicide.

A/N:  The plot is not mine. The story is not mine.
          Do you still remember me^_^

Hello, everyone. I hope you still remember this fic. Sorry for the delay. I will be posting again, not as fast as before but I will start to post again.

So this chapter has a really crappy love-scene. I apologyze in advance. I prefer angst, so I'll stick to that.

Hope you like the chapter.
For those that were waiting for this, I hope I don't dissappoint you. After this chapter, things are going to move really fast, especially because of what is coming. I'll give more hints at the end of the chapter. Oh and we have two new characters, Leeteuk and Kangin are also actors, and they had drug problems in the past but Jae helped them to overcome that. They play an important role  in the story.

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“He is your brother!, but you don’t even have the same last name”. Jaejoong  said, surprise by the confession.

“We are half brothers. We have the same mother”. Yunho tried to explain. Jaejoong stood up from the couch, astounded by the news, he turned his back on him. “Why didn’t you tell me before?”. He faced Yunho with inquiring eyes.

“Doesn’t it bother you that we are brothers”. Yunho also stood up, meeting his stare.

“No, it doesn’t bother me. I am just surprised that you didn’t tell me before”. Jaejoong explained.

“You aren’t hiding anything from me?”.

“Like what?”.

“Did you love him?” Yunho finally asked him directly without reservation.

“Well. I-I just liked him, that’s all”. Jae answered a little bit agitated.

That answer did not sit well with Yunho. “He was in love with you!. He was madly in love with you!. He went to that god-forsaken place because of you!. He wanted to offer you something better”. He screamed.

“Really?”. Jaejoong answered with a face full of disbelief. “I just can’t believe what you are telling me”. Jaejoong frowned.

“You have no idea how much he suffer because of your love”. Yunho was getting more upset by the minute. Jaejoong took a couple of breaths, trying to digest the information. “But why didn’t he tell me before?”.

Yunho squinted his eyes, believing that Jaejoong was faking his reaction. “Maybe because he thought that you wouldn’t accept him. Because, he didn’t have money!”. Yunho emphasized the words money as he confronted him. He then turned around walking around with his hands on his hips.

Jaejoong was in shock, he sat down on the couch again, thinking how he didn’t realize that Dongwook had feelings for him. “I just can’t believe it”. He looked up to Yunho, who was standing in front of him now. “We talked a lot while he was here, but we never talked about love. One time, he told me that he was in love b-but he never told me that it was…..”. Jaejoong couldn’t finish his sentence because Yunho cut him off with his strong voice.

“He loved you with all his heart”.

Jaejoong just kept looking up at him like a deer caught in the headlights. “It’s this why you think that you can’t love me. I thought it was because of Yoochun”. Jaejoong whispered.

Yunho turned around again, not wanting to see Jaejoong’s face anymore. Jaejoong stood up, placing his hands on Yunho’s back trying to give him comfort. “ I am sorry, but I never felt anything for him. Please believe me”.

Yunho shook his head in disbelief. Jaejoong was so cold and heartless. “ It’s that the only thing that you have to say”.

“Yes”. Jaejoong said with a firm voice.

Yunho suddenly faced him again. “Okay, we will never talk about this anymore. And don’t be surprise about anything from now on”. Yunho said, but Jaejoong had no idea what he was talking about. The next thing he knew. Yunho was kissing him on the cheek.

“I’ll see you tomorrow  at the church”, were Yunho’s final words, before leaving without looking at him again. Jaejoong stood there, he didn’t know what to think.

***

After the argument with Jaejoong, Yunho went straight to his suite. He was in no mood to do anything, and the worst thing was that tomorrow he was going to marry Jaejoong. He was in his room, taking his jacket off and thinking about what he was about to do. He sat down on his bed, placing the jacket next to him. He then took out his brother’s letter from the jacket’s pocket. He always carried the letter with him nowadays. It gave him strength to go on with his revenge. He squeezed the letter with his hands, before reading it again. As he read every word again, he remember what Jaejoong had said to him.

“He caused your dead and still he doesn’t feel any remorse!. He even killed your child. I am going to make him pay!”. He talked to no one as he stood up, throwing the letter on the bed. He grabbed his head with his hands, he was going crazy.

“How can you tell me that you love me!?.

How can you tell me that you didn’t love my brother, after everything that happened between the two of you!”. He sat down again, leaning against the headboard, and in a impulse he slammed his fist on the wall by the bed. “ I have to make you pay!. I am not going to let you be happy not even one second!”.

The turmoil was eating him alive. “What am I doing?. I promised to avenge you brother. I am not going to fail you”. He looked at his brother’s pictures. There on the nightstand, laid the pictures of his brother’s and Jaejoong’s. It was not a healthy habit.

“But now, I am not sure if I want to hurt him?. I just look at him and I feel…..”. He sighed as he looked at Jaejoong’s picture.

“Once we arrived at the vineyard, you are going to know the real Jung Yunho. I am not going to be one of your puppets. I am going to make you pay. There will be no regrets”.

***

The day of the wedding………………….

Mr. Park was a the foot of the steps waiting for Jaejoong. He was already dressed in his black tuxedo. He was nervous and happy at the same time. He paced around, calling out to his nephew to hurry up. They were going to be late.

Finally Jaejoong came down  from his room, wearing a white tuxedo, and in his hands a single white orchid. He looked breathtakingly beautiful with his raven hair and those big black eyes. He descended the stairs slowly, not believing that he was getting married. .

Mr. Park opened his mouth in awe. “You look perfect, my son”. He opened his arms, as he proceeded to hug Jaejoong.

“Uncle, I am so thankful to have you in my life. You have given me everything. I love you so much. I love you like I would have loved my own father”. He said, trying to contain his tears.

“No, don’t cry”. He cupped Jaejoong’s face in his hands. “I love you like a son too”. They stared at each other with loving eyes. “Don’t tell Yoochun, but you are my favorite”. He made him laughed.

He then turned serious. “I have to tell you something about your father”. They both went to the studio so they could talk more comfortably. He went to his desk, opening a drawer and taking out some papers.

“What are those?” Jaejoong asked.

“This is you father’s will”. Mr. Park said as he handed out the papers to him.

“What?”. Jaejoong was surprised. “Why didn’t you tell me before that my father left me this?”. He glanced over the papers.

“He made me promise”. Mr. Park said with a sadden voice.

“So, he did care about me”. Jaejoong’s eyes started to glaze over.

“Of course he did!. You had to know about the will before you get married. Everything that I am and what I have, is thanks to you father. You deserved this. And as you can see, you are a very wealthy person on your own. ”.

Jaejoong didn’t care about the money, he just cared that his father wasn’t a bad person. At least he could be proud of one parent. “But what am I going to do with all this money”.

“I have been taking care of it, but I already talked about this with Yunho”.

“What did he say?”. Jaejoong asked, interested in Yunho’s answer. “He told me that he doesn’t care if you have money or not”.

Jaejoong smiled after hearing that. His uncle had just given him another reason to trust Yunho even more. He also told his uncle that he should keep managing his money. Mr. Park agreed, but there was something else to be said. He walked towards Jaejoong, until he was in front of him. “I want you to think about this carefully. You are going to live in a place very far away from us. Are you sure about that?. I don’t want you to be unprotected”.

Jaejoong laughed, shaking his head. “That is impossible. Yunho is going to be with me”. He replied.

“Darling, sometimes things don’t work as we want them to work. I know what I am talking about. At the beginning marriage seems like a fairy tale, but that doesn’t last very long. Are you sure that you want to live there?. Is going to be a hard life for you”.

“I love Yunho. I am going to be happy. Don’t worry about that”. He tried to convince his uncle.

Mr. Park shrugged, at least he had tried for the last time. He then placed his hands on Jaejoong’s shoulder. “I wish you all the happiness in the world. But if something happens don’t hesitate to call me for………”. He didn’t have the opportunity to finish as Jaejoong embraced him in a tight hug.

“Uncle, Yunho loves me. We are going to be immensely happy”. Jaejoong beamed with happiness.  Mr. Parked returned the hug. “If you think that, then I have no more objections. But don’t forget that this is your house, and we are your family”. He kissed Jaejoong on the cheek.

After a few more kisses and hugs, they realized that they were going to be late so they rushed to the limousine that was waiting for them.

Before Jaejoong entered the limousine, he stopped his uncle by placing his hand on his shoulder. “Uncle, before we leave. I want to say that I want you and your family to forgive me”. This time the tears could not be contained.

“Don’t say that Jaejoong”. It broke Mr. Park seeing Jaejoong like that.

“I know that I have been very rebellious since I was little. I know that I have caused many headaches to my aunt. I know that you always sided with me, and that sometimes caused trouble for you. I am sorry uncle”. He lowered his head.

Mr. Park raised Jaejoong’s face with his hand. “In my eyes, you are my son Jaejoong.

“Still, I feel like I fail you”.

“Well, you did”. Mr. Park spoke honestly. “I had hoped for you to marry Yoochun. That was my dream, and I can’t deny that I was mad at you because you rejected him, but who am I to tell you whom to love”.

Jaejoong understood his uncle’s feelings. “I thought that I was going to marry Yoochun too. But it didn’t work. I just feel bad for Yoochun”.

“Yoochu, that son of mine”. He clicked his tongue in disapproval. “He has had everything since he was young, maybe after this he will learn to be strong and fight for what he wants”. Mr. Park arranged Jaejoong’s collar with affection.

“I love you so much and I am really going to miss you”. Jaejoong confessed. They hugged each other between sobs and laughts, but then Mr. Park broke the hug and told Jae to hurry up. They were really late now.

***

The medieval style church was beautifully decorated.. The entire placed was filled with white flowers. Floral garlands were draping the altar. The pews were also decorated with roses. Everything was elegant and perfect . All the guests and family were waiting for the couple outside of the church.

Mr. Han was talking with Mrs. Park’s sister. Leeteuk, Yesung and Junsu were in one corner chatting about how they couldn’t believe that Jaejoong was going to get married so young.

“Isn’t time for  Yunho and Jaejoong to arrived?”. Yesung kept looking around. He was anxious.

“Yunho has to arrive first”. Leeteuk said.

Junsu had his arms crossed in front of his body, not really interested in the conversation. “Maybe Yunho thought more about it, and he decided to not come”. Junsu sarcastically said.

Both Leeteuk and Yesung glared at him. “Even if that happens, there are several people here who would gladly take his place”. Leeteuk threw back in Junsu’s face, pointing specifically at Yoochun with his eyes.

Junsu puffed his cheeks in annoyance. “That would never happen!, my aunt would never allow it!”. Junsu huffed with anger. The other two just rolled their eyes.

Jaejoong’s best friends were ready to confront Junsu and his little comments, when Changmin came out of nowhere, greeting Yesung and Leeuteuk with a flirty smile and then taking Junsu away so they could talk more privately.

He wrapped one arm around his waist, pulling him to the entrance of the church. There was no one there that could see them. “Have you thought about our marriage?”. He whispered in Junsu’s ear, trapping him by the door with his body.

Junsu tried to slip away, but Changmin’s grip on his waist was too strong. He looked around, thanking god that everyone was looking at the road ahead waiting for Jaejoong. “Stop it Changmin”. He too whispered. “I already told you, I will never marry you. The only person that I am going to marry is Yoochun and no one else”. He elbowed Changmin on the stomach, finally escaping. Changmin just laughed.

On the other side of the church, Yoochun had a not too happy face, and everyone could see his discontent. Kangin approached him, telling him that he should be more discreet.

“I don’t know what I am doing here!”. He yelled, as he waved his arms in the air.

“Just do what I am doing. Pretend to be happy and then wish Jaejoong and Yunho the best of luck”. Kangin advised him.

“I am hurting inside”. He hit his chest with his clenched fist.

Kangin just sighed. “Don’t think that you are the only one suffering because of this. I gave up on him a long time ago, but that doesn’t mean that I am not hurting just as much as you!”. Kangin turned serious, his always present smile disappeared from his face.

“I want to leave!”. Yoochun exploded.

“No, Yoochun. Everyone is going to know why you are leaving”

“I don’t care. I really don’t care!” Yoochun was tired of pretending to be okay with it.

At that moment Yunho arrived in his car. The driver opened the door for him, and he got out, the guests applauded his arrival. Yunho was dressed in a black tuxedo, he looked relax on the outside but underneath he was a nervous wreck. The only thing that he could do was smile like he meant it.

He greeted Mrs. Park first with a handshake and a semi-hug. He looked around, finding Yoochun’s menacing gaze on him. He went to Yoochun extending his hand. For a moment Yoochun wanted to punch him right on the face, but he knew that he couldn’t spoil Jaejoong’s happiness. He had lost, and it was about time that he confronted that reality. He extended his hand too, squeezing Yunho’s hand, after all Yunho was a good person. Yunho smiled, feeling less guilty after the handshake.

Time was passing fast, or maybe he was anxious to get through with it. Yunho didn’t want to stay at the entrance of the church any longer so he entered the church. In just a few minutes Jaejoong was going to arrived.

The wedding was inevitable. He went up all the way to the front, admiring the decoration and the silence of the place. He kneeled down in front of the altar, seeking advice for the last time. Millions of thoughts invaded his mind, this was the moment that he had hoped for since he found out that his brother was dead. He placed his elbows on the stand, interlocking his fingers. He looked up, seeing the sun’s reflection on the walls of the church. He asked god for forgiveness, because after all he was doing everything in his brother’s name. He squeezed his eyes shut, remorse was sipping into his mind.

Outside of the church, Jaejoong finally arrived. He got out of the car, proud to be walked by his dear uncle. He was a little bit nervous, but all of that ebbed away the moment he saw his family and friends, all smiling for him. Yesung and Leeteuk gave him a quick hug, wishing him the best.

Jaejoong walked towards the entrance of the church, waiting until everyone was seated. He fidgeted with his jacket, feeling hot and cold at the same time. His smile couldn’t be any wider. He felt like he wanted to jump out of his skin. It felt wonderful. He looked up to his uncle one more time. Mr. Park squeezed his hand, and gave Jaejoong one final kiss before the music started.

Jaejoong closed his eyes, taking a deep breath. He hold onto his uncle’s arm for dear life, feeling his legs shaking. He was finally here, he was finally going to live with the man that he love and more importantly he was finally going to have a family of his own.

The music started soft, and all the guests stood up from their seats. Yoochun was sitting in the middle section of the seats, he really didn’t want to be noticed at all. The family and best friends were seated at the front. Jaejoong started to enter the church, but his eyes were only on Yunho, who was waiting for him at the end.

Mr. Park stopped in front of Yunho, giving him a hug before giving his precious nephew to him. Yunho just smiled, feeling nervous as well. He took Jaejoong’s hands into his and then they both walked until they stood in front of the priest. Mr. Park went back to his seat, and then he realized that Yoochun was missing. He looked around until he founded him in the back. Mr. Park shook his head in disappointment, Yoochun on the other hand, didn’t even meet his father’s eyes.

Jaejoong’s eyes shined with excitement, and for the first time since he arrived at the church Yunho also felt excited to be there.

The both kneeled down before the priest, Yunho kissed Jaejoong’s hand and then the ceremony started.

The priest moved forward with the traditional ceremony, everyone was smiling with delight. For Jaejoong everything went fast.

The priest talked about love and compromise and more importantly about trust. He then asked, “If anyone here has any reasons as to why these two should not be joined in matrimony, let him speak now or forever hold his peace”.

Everyone was quiet, Mr. Park kept glancing back to where his son was, he was prying to god that he wouldn’t do something foolish. Oh and he was so right.

Yoochun struggled to stood up from his seat, he wanted to scream that Jaejoong was making a mistake, but just when he was about to stand up and make a scene. Kangin grabbed his arm, preventing him from doing anything. He gave his friend a fierce glare.

Yoochun tried to shook off Kangin’s hold, but is was too late. The moment had passed.

Feeling cheated of his opportunity, he stood up from his seat and walk out of the church, not caring that everyone was looking at him.

Kangin had no other choice, but to follow his friend. Mr. Park tried also to follow his son, but the priest started to speak again.

“Jung Yunho, do you take Kim Jaejoong to be your husband? Do you promise to be true to him in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health, to love him and honor him all the days of your life?”. The priest asked.

Yunho looked to his side, and then said an affirmative “I do”.

The priest then placed his eyes on Jaejoong, finally asking him, “Kim Jaejoong, do you take Jung Yunho to be your husband? Do you promise to be true to him in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health, to love him and honor him all the days of your life?” .

Jaejoong immediately answered with a strong “I do!” that made everyone laughed.

They exchanged their wedding rings, between laughs and finally the wedding was almost over.

“By the authority committed , I declare you husband and husband”.

The whole place erupted in claps.

They both stood up, and then Yunho gave a Jaejoong a small kiss on the lips. Everyone started to clap again at the happy couple

They walked out of the church hand in hand, they stopped at the entrance kissing each other with fervor. All the guest started to throw white rose’s petals on them. The scene was beautiful.

Mr. Park told Yunho to take care of his nephew and also he wished them all the happiness in the world. Yunho just crack a smile. Everyone took turns to give the newlyweds a lot of hugs and kisses.

Yoochun was in a corner looking at the happy couple, his look was somber and miserable. Kangin was besides him, asking him if he was going to congratulate them or not. Yoochon just shook his head in a strong negative.

“Come on Yoochun, you have to make the effort”. Kangin insisted again, and this time it looked like he got to his friends.

Yoochun walked up to Jaejoong and capture him in a powerful embrace. He didn’t want to let go, looking into Jaejoong’s face he felt devastated.

“Jaejoong, I love you. I love you so much”. He told a bewildered Jaejoong. “I am never going to forget you. I’ll wait for you….”. Before he could go on further, his father pried him off  Jaejoong, telling him to stop acting like a brat. Mr. Park could see all the guest, murmuring his unacceptable behavior.

Jaejoong didn’t have a reaction. Mr. Park dragged a resilient Yoochun to a corner, scolding him like a little child.

“ What are you doing?, you can’t ruin the wedding!”. He told his son. Mr. Han was also there. He told his friend to leave him with his son for a moment.

“What’s wrong with you boy?. Do you want to make a scene. Be a man!”. He lectured him, Yoochun hanged his head low. Mr. Han placed his hand on his shoulder, telling him that everything was going to be okay. In another corner, Junsu protested to his aunt, that Jaejoong had provoked Yoochun, to which Mrs. Park just shook her head.

The congratulatory salutes were over, so Yunho grabbed Jae’s arm and told him that it was time to go. He practically dragged an oblivious Jaejoong over to his car.

Jaejoong told him that they should go into the white limousine already prepared for them, but Yunho in a cold tone told him that it didn’t matter in which car they were going to leave. He rather rudely pushed Jaejoong inside his car. Jaejoong didn’t say anything.

***

The Park’s residence was splendidly decorated again, but this time everything was white. The tables were dressed in elegant white tablecloths, many champagne bottles decorated the tables. The wedding cake couldn’t be any bigger. Mr. Park wanted the best for Jaejoong.

Everyone was already at the reception, when the newlyweds arrived. Jaejoong was in a dream, his dream. They spent most of their time, talking with the guests and thanking everyone for coming. The sun was setting and the party was just getting started.

Yunho on the other hand, had other plans. He wanted to leave as soon as possible.

He inconspicuously made the party moved faster than expected. It was easy to trick Mrs. Park, as she wanted Jaejoong out of the house as soon as possible.

Mrs. Park gathered everyone around the main table. They were all waiting for them, with glasses of champagne already on their hands. They guests and family surrounded them, waiting for the final toast. Yunho and Jaejoong took their positions at the center of the table, and after raising their glasses and drinking from them, they shared a small kiss that all the guests cheered on. Jaejoong was radiating with pure bliss.

They joined their hands as they cut the first piece of cake. They fed each other with delight. They were the perfect couple.

Yoochun was looking at them, thinking that if he hadn’t invited Yunho to his house, he would be married to Jaejoong now.

As the last rays of sunlight illuminated the party, Yunho captured Jaejoong in his arms, taking him to the middle of dance floor.

The band was playing a romantic song just for them. Yunho couldn’t stop kissing Jaejoong. They were both overwhelmed by feelings of love.

Yunho lived in two worlds at the same time. One of hate and one of love. And in moments like these, he tended to loose himself in Jaejoong and he knew that he really loved him.

They held each other tight as they danced around. Jaejoong closed his eyes for a moment as he rested his head on Yunho’s shoulder. He was so happy, that he wanted to cry, but at then end he chose to laugh instead. There was no room for tears in his life anymore.

Yoochun was sitting at his table, seeing the oh-so-sweet moment. He took a glass of champagne from the table and then ran inside the house. He climbed to the second floor.

He stood at the rail of the stairs, drinking half the content of his glass. He was going into his room when he heard voices. It was Jaejoong and Yunho.

Yunho was persuading Jaejoong that they had to leave now. He told Jaejoong to go ahead and changed. They were both laughing and hugging each other, sharing small moment of intimacy. Reluctantly, Jaejoong accepted to leave so he ran to his room to change.

The moment that Jaejoong was out of sight, Yunho’s smiled disappeared from his face.  Instead a cruel look possessed his face. Sadly, at the moment Yunho’s hate was bigger than his love for Jaejoong. Or so he thought.

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