Lies - Chapter 14 - Part 2
Title: Lies
Length: 14/?
Author: Anim22
Rating: Pg13 (Pg - R)
Genre: Drama, angst, AU- m-preg
Pairing: Jae/Yunho, Jae/Yoochun, Junsu/Yoochun,
Summary: Yunho arrived on time for his brother’s wedding. He wanted to know about this mysterious guy that had made his brother fall head over heels in love with him.
But when he arrived, his brother had committed suicide, only leaving behind a letter with the initials KJ and a brooch with the initial J. Now Yunho was seeking revenge. He was going to find KJ and make him pay for his brother’s suicide.
A/N: The plot is not mine. The story is not mine.
***
Yunho was tumbling and tossing around in his bed. He was dreaming about Jaejoong again, but in his dream they were both happy. They were constantly smiling to each other, and Yunho professed his love to Jaejoong over and over again. He was dreaming almost the same thing every night. It was torture for Yunho.
He woke up the next day, still remembering the dream. He stood up from his bed, walking to the big window that was in front of his bed. He lowered his head, sighing profusely. “What a strange dream. My conscience is betraying me. I can’t be in love with Jaejoong, I would be betraying my own blood”. He pounded the glass with his fist. Images of Jaejoong being happy and in love flooded his minds.
“No, no I can’t feel sorry for him. I am going to give you the hell that you deserve. We’ll both burn together.
***
Mr. Park was eating breakfast at the dining room, when Junsu came running to him. He was crying his eyes out, although no tears were coming out. Junsu hugged his uncle tightly sobbing like there was no tomorrow.
“What’s wrong?. You are scaring me Junsu”. He was worried to see his nephew in such a condition. Junsu sat down in the nearby chair. “I am really really worried uncle. Something must have happened to Jaejoong. He didn’t come home last night. I went to his room this morning and his bed was intact”.
Mr. Park was alarmed but he news. “Junsu, you know that he likes to leave early in the morning”.
“No, he didn’t spend the night here. I think he left because Yoochun said many bad things about him”. He insisted.
“No, I don’t think that Jaejoong would do such a thing. Where could he have gone?”.
Junsu was smiling on the inside. His uncle fell for it. “He always goes out at night, you know”.
“Don’t tell me that!, Junsu”. Mr. Park was now officially a nervous wreck.
“Really uncle. He used to do that before, with Dongwook, and now I guess that he went out looking for Yunho. They must have spent the night together”.
“That’s impossible, Junsu”. He shook the table with his fist. “Last night, Yoochun was with Yunho”.
“M-Maybe he went to another place. You know?”. Junsu started to stutter.
“What other place?”.
“I am sorry uncle, but this time his plan failed. I already told you, that he goes out at night to do questionable things, and I guess that this time he fell asleep or maybe something worst happened. Those places are dangerous”. He nodded, his face faking concern.
Mr. Park stood up abruptly, throwing the chair to the floor. His fists were clenched in anger, but before he could do or say anything else, his sister in law came to the dining room. Mr. Park yelled at her, asking her if she knew where Jaejoong was last night.
She was taken aback by his brother in law screams, but she told him that she knew where Jaejoong was. “Jaejoong slept with me, after he fell asleep from crying too much”. She sat down at the table, telling him to sit down as well. Junsu turned his head, biting his lower lip. His plan failed.
Mr. Park grabbed the chair from the floor and sat down again, looking at Junsu with a look of pure anger and disappointment. He shook his head at his nephew. He almost believe all his lies. Junsu wanted to disappear, he didn’t dare to meet his uncle’s eyes. He was in trouble.
“Don’t scare me like that again”. She said to Mr. Park. She could see the vain on his forehead. He was really angry.
“How can I not get scared!, when this brat here, comes here and fills my head with lies!”. He pointed at Junsu. “How could you tell me that Jaejoong didn’t come home last night!”. He screamed at him, Junsu winced at every word out of his uncle’s mouth.
“I was scared too, uncle”. He tried to defend himself.
“Jaejoong would never do such a thing. He has never done that before”. She said.
“Of course not”. Mr. Park agreed with her. He then tuned his chair, facing his nephew. “Look, Junsu. If you ever lie to me again, you are going to face serious consequences. Do you understand!. And this is not the first time!”. He screamed.
“I just wanted……………..”.
“Keep quiet!”. He said irritated. “You always are trying to talk badly about Jaejoong!”. He stood up from the table, throwing the napkin on Junsu’s lap. The other kept his head low. Junsu was cursing inside.
***
It was a cold morning, but Jaejoong enjoyed walking around the country club. He wore his warmest clothes, loving the feel of his black boots on his feet as he followed the trail to the stables.
He rubbed his hands together, hearing the squeak of the black leather gloves that covered his hands. He loved the feel of the cold, seeping into his body. At least he wasn’t crying anymore.
He didn’t know what to do about Yunho. Should he follow his heart or should he follow what his mind was telling him?.
“Why is everyone accusing me?”. He asked himself. “I know that sometimes I am too outgoing, and I like the fact that everyone loves me. But I have never hurt anyone. I have never wish harm upon anyone in my life. Right now, I am in love, but that doesn’t mean that I am going to let him treat me badly. But, on the other hand, I can’t live without him. Yunho where are you?. I need you”.
***
“Mr. Park arrived later that day to his office. He had asked his secretary to contact the private investigator again. He was already waiting for him inside his office.
They were both sitting at opposite sides of the desk. “I hope that you are satisfied my investigation”.
“To be honest…no”. Mr. Park responded. “Everything is a little bit confusing”. He looked for the receipt and other papers with Jaejoong;s name. He handed out the receipt to the investigator. “This is the receipt from the withdrawal of two million dollars from Choi Dongwook’s account and as you can see, the receipt was signed by Kim Jaejoong”.
The man took the receipt in his hands, reading the name on it. “This is the same person whose medical records, I found in Dr. Kwon’s office”.
Mr. Park nodded. “Yes, but there is a problem. That signature is not my nephew’s. I am sure of that”.
“I see, if you want I can take this papers and take them to an specialist. He could tell us for sure that this is a falsification”.
“Yes, I think that is a very good idea. Also, I wanted to ask you how Dr. Kwon was paid for his……services”. He was uncomfortable talking about the matter.
“I can found that out in no time”. The man said.
At that moment, Yoochun entered his father office, he also wanted to know more about the investigation. He sat down, his father filling him in on the details that he had already spoken with the investigator.
Mr. Park leaned back on his chair, wanting to clear his mind before speaking. “I recently review my credit card receipts, and I notice that the date that the medical records state that Jaejoong went to see Dr. Know, is the same date when we were out of the country”.
“Are you sure dad?”. Yoochun placed his hands on his father’s desk.
“Yes, I am absolutely sure.
“But, the medical records could be wrong. It is common to confuse the dates”. The investigator said.
“Yes, it is possible”. Mr. Park agreed with him. “However, Jaejoong has spent most of his life out of the country. And also, he was not here when Dongwook started to work for me. He met Dongwook a few weeks before he quit his job. That’s why it is impossible that they would’ve had a relationship”. He explained.
“I don’t understand anything”. Yoochun was frustrated.
“I don’t want to commit an injustice with Jaejoong. I have to be sure that he did what those medical records said he did”. He replied. “One thing is certain, Jaejoong could not have aborted in that date. Or maybe if he did, it couldn’t have been Downwook’s. The dates don’t match”. He shouted.
“So Jaejoong can very well marry Yunho”. Yoochun said, there weren’t any more obstacles for Jaejoogn to marry Yunho. He slumped down on his chair. He had to accept the fact that the wedding was going to happen. It was inevitable.
***
Jaejoong was riding his horse around the country club, with all his force. He loved to feel the wind on his hair. He could totally relax, just by having the reins between his hands. After awhile, he got tired, he had been riding for a long time now. He went back to the stables, leaving his horse so it could rest.
He took his helmet and gloves off, walking back to the restaurant area. He walked slowly, not wanting to leave the place. He was almost at the place, when he saw Yunho waiting for him at the end of the trail.
He immediately ran to his arm, jumping on him and giving him a big kiss.
Yunho reciprocated the kiss, wrapping his arms tightly around Jaejoong’s waist. They kissed for a long time, until they were out of breath. They were tightly wrapped around each other, Jaejoong was happy just to be in Yunho’s arms again.
“I have something for you”. Yunho let go of Jaejoog and then he searched for something on his pocket.
Jaejoong smiled, extending his hand to received what he already knew what the other wanted to give him. Yunho took out the ring. “Don’t tell me you are going to reject it again”. He smirked, grabbing Jaejoong’s hands into his.
“I love you with all my heart”. Jaejoong looked at Yunho with loving eyes. .
“Are you sure?”
“Completely”. He pecked his lips. “You don’t deserve it, but I will accept it”. He said between laughs.
“What?, are you doing me a favor?”. He laughed.
“No, I am doing myself a favor. I can’t live without you. I was really sad because we broke up. I know that I was right to break up with you, but….”. Yunho took his hand, and place the ring on his finger. “I need you so much, I forgive you”. They kissed again, Jaejoong couldn’t get enough.
They broke the kiss and started to walk together, their hands intertwined tightly as they smiled to each other.
“I don’t like it when you doubt me Yunho”.
“Jaejoong, that night, you spent a lot of time with Yoochun in the studio”.
“How did you find out?”
“I saw you”.
“Yoochun is hurt, but I never said that I love him. He is crazy. He is inventing things”. Jaejoong stopped for a moment.
“What kind of things?”. He also stopped, facing Jaejoong. He knew exactly what he was talking about.
“He accused me of many things and he is saying that he has proof, but I swear to you that I haven’t done anything!”. He wrapped his arms around Yunho’s neck.
“You don’t have to say anything, as long as your conscience is clear”. He placed both of his hands on Jaejoong’s waist.
“Absolutely”.
“But tell me?, if you had never met me, would you have marry Yoochun?”. Yunho asked.
“Yes, I would have”. Jaejoong confessed.
Yunho let go of his waist, stepping away from him. He turned around, bothered by the answer. “How can I trust you!, when you tell me this!”.
Jaejoong moved closer to him. “Yes, I would have marry him, thinking that I was in love with him. And maybe I would have never realized what love really is. Because of you, I know what love is”. He smiled at him.
Yunho took him into his arms, please with the answer. “Ah, you are so smart!”. He cupped Jaejoong’s face with his hands, he then gave him a small peck on his lips. They both laughed, feeling in love.
“What I feel for you, erases everything that I have ever felt before”. Jaejoong whispered.
“Tell me something?. Have you been in love before?”. He stroked Jaejoong’s hiar, feeling his silky hair between his finger.
“I had many boyfriends, but I have only loved you. Yunho, I am not going to pretend that I am a saint, and I am not going to pretend that you are perfect. I love you with all your imperfections”.
“Are you sure?”.
“Yes, I am. And no one is going to love you like I do. I love you”. Yunho took Jaejoong’s mouth into his, feeling the love that Jaejoong had for him. He broke the kiss, grabbing Jaejoong’s hands. “If you take it off again, I won’t ask you again”. Jaejoong laughed.
“I doubt that, Yunho”. He challenged him. Yunho wrapped his arms around him, and with one hand, he stroke Jaejoong’s hair again. It felt so soft.
“I can’t wait to get married. We are going to be together and you have no idea how long I have waited for this”. He whispered into Jaejoong’s ear. But he was thinking something completely different:
“Soon, you are going to be mine Kim Jaejoong. You want it that way. I gave you the opportunity to walk away, but you didn’t. Brother, I am going to avenge your death very soon”. He kept petting Jaejoong’s hair. The was no going back. His plan had succeeded
***
Time went by really fast after that. The few weeks left for the wedding were spent, arranging everything for the wedding. Mrs. Park was in charge of the whole wedding. She wanted the occasion to be the biggest celebration of the year. The wedding was going to be held in the biggest church in the city, and the reception was going to be at the Park’s residence.
Jaejoong was going out of his mind, buying everything that he needed for the wedding. He had only seen Yunho for more than a couple of minutes in the few days left. The house was in overdrive with the plans for the occasion. Jaejoong spent most of his time with Yesung and his aunt. He had found the perfect white suit. He wanted to look perfect for Yunho.
***
It was the day before the wedding, and Mr. Park had invited Yunho to his house. They still needed to have a small talk.
Yunho entered the studio, grabbing the drink that Mr. Park was offering him. They sat down on the couch, both were nervous.
“Yunho, you told me that you were not interested in Jaejoong’s inheritance?”. Mr. Park looked at Yunho carefully to see his reaction. Yunho simply nodded. “Well, I am going to deposit all his money in an investment. I hope that you and Jaejoong will agree to that?”.
“If it was left to me, I would prefer that Jaejoong would not know about that money. You already know this”. He finished his drink in one big gulp.
“Why not?. Care to explain more”. Mr. Parked insisted on knowing Yunho’s reasons.
Yunho straightened up in his seat. “I want to support him. I want him to get accustom to the lifestyle that I can provide for him”. He explained.
Mr. Park just nodded, finding his answer acceptable. “I can’t complain, but you must treat my Jaejoong right”. He pointed at finger at him, while laughing. “Don’t you think that because you are going to live far away from here, I am not going to check on him”. He jokily threatened Yunho.
Yunho faked a smile.
“I need to ask you something else. Are you sure that you don’t care about Jaejoong’s past at all”. Mr. Park asked.
Yunho’s face turned serious. His eyes were cold and empty. “No, I really don’t care”.
Mr. Park had a sense that Yunho was telling the truth. He felt that Jaejoong was indeed marrying a good man. His worried had no foundation. He scooted closer to Yunho, patting his back. “Remember that once the merchandise is sold, we don’t accept returns”. He joked out loud, Yunho laughed too. After all, he really liked Mr. Park.
Mr. Park left Yunho in the studio and went to look for his nephew. Jaejoong was in his room, he was sprawled on the bed surrounded by flowers and shopping bags. He sat up the minute he saw his uncle entering his room. “Jaejoong Yunho is waiting for you in the studio”. He sat down besides Jaejoong. The other was exhausted, but the moment that he heard Yunho’s name, he immediately recovered all his strength.
“What. I didn’t know he was going to come today?”.
“I invited him because I needed to talk to him. But, now I need you to go downstairs for a moment. You need to sign some papers”. Jaejoong nodded, not really paying attention.
Mr. Park placed his head on Jaejoong’s shoulders. “I like to be in your room. I can feel the happiness that you emanate”. He kissed Jaejoong on the forehead, and then he told his nephew to hurry up because Yunho was waiting for him. Jaejoong dashed from the room, he couldn’t wait to see Yunho’s face.
***
Yunho walked towards the living room, seeing all the decoration and flowers in the room. He couldn’t believe that the wedding was tomorrow.
Jaejoong came bouncing inside the room. He embraced Yunho, giving him many kisses on the lips. Yunho remained solemn.
Yunho pulled away abruptly. Jaejoong gave him a curious stare. “What’s wrong?. Don’t tell me you are afraid that my uncle is going to catch us again?”. He joked.
“It’s better if we prevent any more problems. I don’t want to apologize again”. He sounded cold.
“What wrong Yunho?”. He tried to hug him again, but Yunho walked away from him, maintaining his distance.
He sighted, trying to get his courage up. He then looked straight into Jaejoong’s eyes. “I want to ask you something, and this is the last time that I am going to ask you this?”. He paused for a moment. “Who did you love before me?. Tell me the truth?. If you tell me the truth I am going to believe you, and only you. I will not care what others say”. He had a stern face.
Jaejoong walked towards him, stopping just when he was face to face with the man that he loved. “I have never love anyone like I love you”.
“No, please don’t answer me like that!. Think about it?”. He sat down on the couch, rubbing his head with his hands. “You say that because of me you would go anywhere. That means that you would only do it for me and no one else?”.
“At last you understand me”. Jaejoong sat down besides him. “I am madly in love with you and no one else”. He looked for Yunho’s eyes, but the other was evading his stare.
“You can still save yourself!”. Yunho pleaded with him. “There are others that also want to marry you”. He was going crazy. He was out of his mind.
Jaejoong grabbed his hands. “Yes, but I chose you. Why are you telling me this?”
Yunho pulled his hands away. “Maybe I am not the man that can make you happy”.
Jaejoong couldn’t believe what he was hearing. “Yunho, are you regretting your decision?. You don’t want to get married anymore?”.
Yunho didn’t answer, he didn’t even look back at Jaejoong.
Jaejoong stood up from the couch, walking to the corner of the room. He hugged himself, feeling hurt. “Look, Yunho. You can still cancel this”. He spoke between sobs. “I don’t care that the wedding is tomorrow. If you don’t want to marry me, I am not going to pressure you”. He cleared his throat.
“No, no!”. Yunho walked towards him. “Jaejoong, you are used to a lifestyle so different from the one that I am going to be living in”. He rubbed the tears from his eyes.
“I don’t care”. Jaejoong screamed.
“Think about it. You can still escape”. Jaejoong furrowed his eyebrows, not understanding why Yunho was talking about escaping. He walked to the couch again, not liking where the conversation was going.
“Jaejoong, I have fighting with myself all this time and I think that you shouldn’t marry me”. Yunho poured his heart out for the first time. He wanted Jaejoong to run away from him, it was the only way that he could let go of Jaejoong.
“Are you crazy!”. His tears started to fall down.
“I am serous. Yoochun is in love with you”. Yunho said.
At that moment, Yoochun arrived at the entrance of the living room, hearing exactly what they were saying. He was rooted to the floor, knowing that if he stay there he was going to get hurt. .
“Yunho, I wouldn’t leave you for anyone not even for Yoochun!”. Jaejoogn confessed.
Yoochun closed his eyes, it hurt so much. He didn’t want to hear anymore so he ran out of that place.
Yunho continued his talk with Jaejoong. He wanted to convince him to give up on him. “I am worried about you. Maybe, you don’t deserved the life that I am going to give you”. He looked down to the floor.
Jaejoong walked up to Yunho, giving him a small hug, that Yunho was happy to received. “I don’t care about that. I am sure of what I feel for you. I want to live with you”. He smile up to Yunho.
Yunho lost himself in that small hug. He begged to God that Jaejoong would just hate him, so that he wouldn’t have to go through with his revenge. “You don’t know how things are in that place. We are going to share a very hard life”.
“And that’s why you don’t want to get married anymore”. Jaejoong opened his eyes in surprise. Yunho sighted. “It’s not that, it’s just that you have so many opportunities here”.
“But for me there is only you”. He reassured Yunho.
“Jaejoong, take this opportunity!”. He caressed Jaejoong’s cheek with his hand. “…because later on you won’t escape from me”. He placed his chin on top of Jaejoong’s head.
“Escape?. Why would I escape from you?. Why would I escape from your embrace, when I just want to be with you”. They kissed again, their lips meeting in a kiss filled with longing for one another. Yunho pushed Jaejoong down onto the couch. He covered him with his body, the kissed was now more passionate. They were in a frenzy to tocun and to feel each other.
Yunho let go of Jaejoong;s lips, looking at he beautiful being that was underneath him. Jaejoong then started to kiss Yuno’s neck and then his ear. Yunho felll under Jaejoong spell, he didn’t avoid his touch anymore. He wanted more.
But then, Yunho pushed him away again. “Jaejoong wait”. He said, panting for air.
But this time Jaejoong was the one that lost his patience. He cupped Yunho’s face with his hands, trying to make him listen to him. “Don’t you understand me. I want to be with you forever, I don’t; care if you have money or not. Maybe I am crazy, but I am crazy about you”.
They started to kiss again, this time Yunho was more willing and forcefull. He was driving Jaejoong insane with his touches. But, once again Yunho let go of Jaejoong, moving to the far end of the couch. “Jaejoong…….”. He muttered. His stupid conscience was killing him.
Jaejoong was really worried. Yunho was acting so odd. “What’s wrong?. You still have doubts?. Don’t you love me like I do?”. Jaejoong’s lip were red and his shirt was almost opened up all the way. Just one look, and Yunho knew that he couldn’t turn away from him. He needed Jaejoong. “You make me crazy!”. He admitted.
“I am going crazy too”. Jaejoong gave him a shy smile.
Yunho couldn't stand it anymore. He had two voices in his head. His hands were shaking, he felt angry and confused. He loved Jaejoong, but at the same time he also hated him. He wanted to hurt him, but he aslo wanted to love him. Yunho was at his breaking point. Jaejoong destroyed his brother's life and now he was doing the same thing to him.
“Did you ever love Choi Dongwook?”. He asked, placing his hands on Jaejoong’s shoulders. He needed to know now.
Jaejoong gave him a look of surprise. “Dongwook?, why are you asking me that?”.
“Because he was my brother!”. Yunho finally confessed
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