ok time to update my journal in this long ass time...ya well charly has my cds in his truck i need my music my friends in lock down and i get to visit her tommorrow and i love her .. and ya things are too crazy for words ... having to deal with an x and a new guy and me being tequnicly single right now going to prom when i am not even a senoir ( Read more... )

its a long time without typing on this old thing .. i dont know anyone on here it seems i have changed myself .. but i am to lazy to update ... sorry about it , sorry about my life and my problems i got alot of poems to put up ... who whould have thought i would have ever wrote any poems well not me i never thought that at all but thats just the ( Read more... )

aa ok welll yesterday kinda sucked i meen going to the show was kool but i wanted to go into the pit and mosh i had a lot of anger to get out ........ ya but i guess i just didnt go in for a reason i realy hope that the drama betwine jesse and amber clears up i love them both and i dont like all the drama.. ya ..... man everytime i eat a fry it ( Read more... )

hahahahaha ya ok well school starts soonn!! aww man i have no clue what to wear ... that could be bad .... shit i havd to sow somethings... i shall do that tonight ..hum... i wonder how i will remember that ** ehh ........ ahh i have mr.bradfield for 2 period honors/advance geometry he hated my brother i wondre how he will react to me *sigh* .... ( Read more... )

bam bam bam bam haha ya ...

okok so things are funny and school is starting and the other day me and gabe broke up for the second time lots and lots of details and about 1hour or so we got back together man things are weird haha ya

i am hurt sad and i have acid reflux... i hate life and i hate me ... i dont even know my true friends anymore.. they dont even talk to me ... i cant stand this anymore ... if u dont like me if ur not my friend tell me i am tired of this fucking sharade!

hummmmm i dont have much to say but i cant wait till school startts well i cann wait ... haha.....

ok posting this to see what people would say i got it off of MY FRIENDS lj so i DIDNT write it !!!! ok answer as u willl please ( Read more... )