Wow. I haven't been on this in a longgg time. Like, whoa ( Read more... )

Well. what is there to say? There is so much new, its not even worth typing, but im going to type it anyway. Me and Steve came close to getting back together, but that didnt work out. He now has a girlfriend and I can tell they'll last. Whatever, it still hurts. I loved him, but theres nothing i can do about it ( Read more... )

Well its over and i feel fine. We'll just stay friends. :).

John called me today. it was cool.

Im applying to Juliiard as we speak. VERY EXCITED!

Well..theres a lot going on ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is our one-month anniversary! :). i actually trust someone now. I feel like now im allowed to be happy even with all the shit im going through. Steve's there to hold me and tell me everything's okay. Saturday was amazing.
oh and dont see Fever Pitch. lol.

It's like im being rewarded for all the punishments that r sent my way.

Ok. nothing new. Oh..except. I LOVE STEVE!!!!!!!

god..for the first time in 8 months..im happy. :).

Even tho my condition is worse. treatments not working. god damnet.
oh well. i still love steve. he is my angel. :).

If Harry Potter and Ron Weasley had a kid...he'd look like my boyfriend. lol.

I hav a boyfriend. His name is Steve and i would do anything for him. lol.

Tomrrow is gonna be unbelieveable. :).
This weekend is gonna be insanely amazing. :).

I cant wait.
All thats on my mind is "friday steve friday steve friday steve friday steve friday friday friday..steve steve"
wow. I need psychological help. Any Volunteers?

Last nite was fucking CRAZY ( Read more... )

Confused Emotions will be the story of my life.

Idk what to do about Josh. im scared. My heart is pounding through my throat and i feel like im going to throw up all the time. i cant stop shaking. i cant sopt breathing heavily. i have to remind myself to breathe every second of the day. I can calm down. i cant sleep at nite.

im sick of this.

WARNING: IM SAYING A LOT OF SHIT AND I DONT CARE WHAT ANYONE THINKS ABOUT IT ( Read more... )