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[angie_baby02]

Yea so it's been a long time since I've written in this. I've just been busy, workin n takin care of Caleb. So Josh and I are back together. Yeah Yeah Yeah say what you want but I know that every single one of you have said that you wouldn't never get back with someone but did it n e ways. So none of you got n e room to talk shit. I'm happy, I mean

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[lynz_420]

i'm very glad that Josh and you are back together and at least, trying, to work out your relationship. It's best for Caleb to have both of his parents together instead of dealing with the separation bullshit. I'm not a specialist when it comes to family issues but i have separated parents and i know what i'm talkin bout.
having a baby is a sudden reality check and a kick in the ass. It's too bad that you had to put your partying days aside, whether you wanted a child or not...you have one now and I'm glad that you are trying your best and taking care of caleb yourself....I know of another person close to me who's mom was young when she had him and she always left him w/ his g/ma...and now that he's all grown....all of his life he thought more of his mom as a sister rather then a mom...he's not very close to his mom now and is still disappointed that she didn't spend as much time w/ him as she should have...
....i don't have a kid but i understand how you feel. dude, at least you got to graduate high school before you got

[snow_lush]

ditto!!!!!!

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[angie_baby02]

Thanx Lynz, I just wish sometimes that I could just hang out with you guys you know? I mean it just suxx being home when ya'll are all out partyin n shit, I hate that. Don't get me wrong I love my baby to death and everytime he smiles I feel lucky that I get to see this happy beautiful baby boy for the rest of my life.

Josh said to me that I'm tryin to live two different lives and I don't think that I am. I'm still the same person, I just have friends and my family, I don't see where that makes me have two different lives. Maybe I just don't understand what he meant cause I don't see it.

I know that I love Caleb and I wouldn't take back not havin him for n e thing in the world, but when I see these girls in the mall lookin all cute and not needin to worry about n e thing; sometimes I wish that that was me once again (no stretch marks no belly, still in shape) I really really miss them days. I don't know it's crazy I just miss you guys and miss being my old self.

[lynz_420]

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