im making another journal....that way no one can read what im feeling unless i let...other then that..sorry...

eric...ill give my other journal

i hate people...they lie and deny it...i know...im human...i do it too...but sooner or later....it will catch right up to them....

i wish i were alone...alone with no one to bother me....or care....still....i wish to die...

and the reason why still remains unsaid-

great...i was a bitch and in the end it bit me in my ass....im a fucking loser...im a fucking loser....she hates me.....she never wants to talk to me.....*crying like a fucking idiot*... WHY!!!! why does she hate me...all i ever did was love her...that is all.....i never meant to cause her any harm...she drives me insane.....i am losing it...i dont ( Read more... )

it been about a month now...and the pain hurts more then ever...im not sure if i feel bad about anything ive been doing to her...i mean i hate her ( Read more... )

ive been going through so much bullshit lately i cant even fucking stand it....people...for one...need to shut the fuck up...no longer am i going to just sit here and allow people to walk all over me....FUCK THAT!! gina is a fucking idiot...did she not think i would find my way into her journal??? stupid fucking whore... i cant believe i wasted 3 ( Read more... )

as i was saying....i didnt want to be someones sloppy seconds...well after we cleared that i was seeing someone...we went out to eat at papa ginos with her sister and her sisters friend... everything went well....but the feelings i had for her before began coming back and i really didnt like that because i was with someone ( Read more... )