it's 3 am and i just got done writting jay our story from the day we met till now. thats a whole year and 4 months long. im getting tired. i cried so hard when i wrote that story... the things i have done to fuck everything up blah! i hate it. i hate myself for doing things that i regret totally. i swear i am a total screw up at times and it ( Read more... )

haha i think i learned how to use my mood thingie haha i am to cool i tell ya!

I just got done watching a movie.. called Message in a bottle omg i cried my eyes out hahahahahahahahahaha it was funny in a way that i cried so hard over a man dying! anyhow i'm so bored it isnt even funny. i'm glad that noone that i know knows that i have a live journal. Brad hmmmmm weird but i dont even know what was going on last night now ( Read more... )

Well today has gone pretty fast i helped my mom put up our christmas tree yay lots of fun haha. I talked to my babes today hes such a sweet guy. he will be home in 21 more days. I woke up so late today not knowing why exactly i did that, I went to bed early. Not usual but it's true. Wow this is my first journal entry and I have not much to talk ( Read more... )