I had to remind myself of something very important today ( Read more... )

I met someone.
And I think I like him a lot.

This wouldnt have happened if I didnt do the RIGHT THING and ADMITTED what happened...

yet now, I get ALL THE BLAME.
shouldve kept my mouth shut, but I was hurt too and I thought she should know....
he wanted me to lie to her.
but i didnt think that was right.

If you guys wanna blame me for all of this because its easier for you... then whatever. Its ( Read more... )

I wish Hunter would have lost himself along with his phone... cuz he calls... and I cant stay mad. It REALLY pisses me off. lol ( Read more... )

topic: I hate drama :end topic

thats all. lol

April 3, 2006 ( Read more... )

This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and neither are the guys they're interested in.. This is for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper or touch because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe, just maybe this time he'll have understood.. This is a homage to ( Read more... )

welp. I just got back from seeing Hunter.
His mom hugged me... eek! lol
and then.... we took a nap. lol

cant wait to see him again.

so I couldnt fall asleep at all last night til about 5am. THEE ex called me last night at 2:30, and after that I was too upset to get back to sleep. I hate it when he acts... well... like himself. I try very hard to put everything behind me and just TALK to him, but he just isnt having it. I think he likes to have yearly check-ups with me just to ( Read more... )

remember when I said I would never fall for him again....

yeah...

I LIED.

2 weeks until he's home :)