hahahaha oh livejournal. sorta forgot about you.....maybe i moved on from you......ah well. school's school, life's life, alcohol will always be there. peace.

its just so good to be home. its just so absolutely fucking incredible. i heard david bowie go "this is our last dance" in the background and i started worrying again, but no fuck that. these are the people i could spend the rest of my life with. goddamn. i wanna go back to school, but i want to take you with me. oh if only it were that easy...

i mean i really do miss home and god am i looking forward to going back soon. but the kids that are chill here are pretty chill, and all the other ones are just fucking jackasses. welcome to high school version 2.0. i love the memory that is home. it makes me warm inside.

i wish i could be at home. i wish this was home. it's too late to take back the wrong decision.

i just talked to my grandma, she said tonight was one of the most important nights of my life, im finally entering a brand new stage of my life. but here i am sober, tired, nostalgic, and im the only one in my entire building. so ive just been walking through the hallways blasting music. eh i guess it could be worse...

i really hoped that it wouldve been a lot easier to say the words "goodbye". im glad i stuck with "i'll see you soon". i still miss absolutely everything except now everything's slipping away from me, and im still here. shit. shitty shitty shit shit.

why is everyone leaving? fuck.

dude. im in california. for a sailing championship that doesn't start for 2 days. how fucking cool is that?

looking back on it, being home was absolutely amazing. it was good to see everyone again, it was good to have a free house and have no restraints, it was just good to be with real friends again. i think these past couple of days have reassured me that some friendships just weren't meant to end, like if we can make it through a month and within an ( Read more... )

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