Sometimes, I sit down and observe my setting. Im not talking just look at my physical surroundings, Im talking, take the time to sit down, flush all the other incomprehensible moments out of the toilet bowl that has become your conscious and analyze your life. I had just such an occurence within the past few minutes and it's lead me to an another ( Read more... )

On paper, they scream, on the skin, it bleeds, in the mind, they crumble and under the fingers, they fall. When does the bad become good? Through the idea of benevolence does the idea of malevolence exist. And without one the other isnt even a whisper. So why is it that when you need the benevolent the most, the malevolent awake from slumber. For ( Read more... )

One day we'll all wake up to the realization that we don't know what we're doing. Life on the tracks or straying miles from them, no one can achieve absolute perfection. Your soul dies, your heart cries, you ask him, why me, why now? Ever waiting a reply from a friend who doesnt exist, patiently expecting an answer from the intangible embodiment of ( Read more... )

Happiness is supposed to be what we make it. What's my happiness...?

We sit now, thinking, about how good the past summer has been to us. We remember the good and not so good times that seem like a hop skip and a jump away. We think, "damn I wish I might have spent my last summer a little bit better". But we spent it anyways, and it was good to us. We cant think of it as our last one, instead, the best one, it was ( Read more... )

Im Dan Mendoza, I am going to be replacing the name M. Kramb on South Lakes swim records for 100 yard butterfly. It will soon say D. Mendoza, with at least a 56.39. When you see D. Mendoza on that board you will forever remember Dan Mendoza, the greatest flyer ever to attend South Lake High, and Joe Mendoza, the motivation for D. Mendoza and the ( Read more... )

Not day and night, not a whole lot, but indifference. What does that mean? I havent a clue. I hate the fact that Im goin gto graduate and have to leave everyone. It scares me more than anything to have to leave everyone I love. But I know if I dont, than they will just leave me, maybe not all, but if I cant have some, then none. Fuck everything. I ( Read more... )

With little care about the consequences of up and coming events, they sit, they think, they dream, and they know it isn't over, in the same manor, it may never be. Until the day, "they", part from, "them". Until that day, they will lust the scent, they will covet the touch, they will savour the taste, them. They, prefering green, have been given ( Read more... )

Sometimes...life, can be an intricately beautfil. Life...sometimes, really sucks. What now?

Peter McCabe is an ass. Thank you. Swimming and soccer are more of a real sport than football or baseball. If you dont believe me, just think about which two have been around longer and enjoyed by more people. Im quiet and cool around black people because they would fuck me up, because nigs travel in packs like rabid wolves, and if not, they puss ( Read more... )