i miss ryan. hopefully he'll be home saturday.... braces off tuesday!!woot!

i had an awesome thanksgiving. my sister and her husband and baby are in town and emily is only 4 months old- so cute. ryan came home on tuesday and we spent the whole week together. went to his grandparents house for thanksgiving supper a few hours after mine. man we are cows. but it was really fun. met his aunt and uncle and cousin- another baby ( Read more... )

soooo ryan finally came home this weekend... kind of a late anniversary thing. i had a blast with him <3 we went to naples and to outback, then to see Saw2... gruesome. lol but i had such a great time... really happy he came... didnt do much all hurricane, slept a lot. went and saw betsy briefly when i was in town with my mom on friday. that was ( Read more... )

ok so the me going to gainesville plan basically went to hell and both of ryans parents told him not to come down so im gonna be depressed and alone on my 1 year anniversary. how great is that? not very. im already a wreck and my family has no sympathy... even though i wont see him next weekend either because he's going to be in jacksonville and ( Read more... )

so it looks like i'll be going to gainesville with ryans family for the hurricane... hang out with him all day and go to the hotel at night... should be awesome if it all works out :) car ride with patrick hehe and our 1 yearrrrrrrrrrrrr still cant believe it... woow im really really excited so this all better work and i better go. woot!!! yayyyy ( Read more... )

well i missed school thursday and friday due to a really bad sore throat and fever adn stuff... and no school today so i had a 5 day weekend :) hahha i dont want to go back to school everrrrr... grades closed wednesday so hopefully anything i missed in my classes wont be counted on my report card cuz that would just suck... but im doing really well ( Read more... )

wow i had the absolute best weekend... i got to go up to gainesville on saturday and attend my first ever real football game... it was fun even though it was the middle of the day and it was hotter than balls lol... and then i just got to hang out with ryan all day and with his roommates and friends at night... i cant even explain how great of a ( Read more... )

so yay for a 4 day weekend. yay for teachers planning and Rosh Hashanah (?). yay for going to gainesville on saturday and seeing ryan and going to the game (first ever!) but boo for ryan most likey being in new york on new years eve. he sucks balls. yea, i said it.

holy shit im freaking out... i've been trying to reach ryan for 3 and a half hours and i havent heard anything... i dont know if hes surprising me and coming down (when he did that last year he'd never answer his phone) or if hes just in the studio and doesnt have it with him... or if hes being a jerk and went surfing like he wanted to even though ( Read more... )

im really happy about everything.. except my B in algebra 2... i want my frickin straight A's! lol its been so long since ive worked hard enough to get them and damnit ive earned it! but life is good right now. i miss ryan... i hope i get to see him this weekend... i cant wait until this school year is over... its gonna be so much easier for us to ( Read more... )