I'm not with the fire anymore. It's not here, but...I can feel them all watching me and this place is just like the dirt in my wrists. There's too much dirt here, all coloured in lurid shades of pink, red and blue ( Read more... )

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The monsters...here? Do you all see?
Try to kill...they are here to punish. Aren't they?
I knew I wouldn't be safe for long.
I have to run.
It's easier. Can't fight.

A Red Field told me to find a Ken Nedy. Can I trust?

A w...what? WHO? I.....I...don't......

Mr Steve...Interesting Steve. very strange man. B..but..I don't know.
SOMETHING. Is THERE. You see it too?
Something made me afraid. Something made me curious. Always like this. Always.

I wonder where Jilly is. Valentine Jilly, not other one.
Can I be a star too?
Sit and wait.

J..Jilly's back!
I'm..I'm glad!

I just saw someone fall off of a roof. It wasn't very high, and he's not dead because he's breathing...but he's asleep? And he won't wake up. I know because I poked him with a stick ( Read more... )

The portals...
I could go home...but...but I don't want to.
I don't have anything there.

( Locked; Visible To Heather and Seifer )

Heather..Seif...I..I'm going to find a place called Final Emperium. It is a bar...it is in Center-City and it sounds...sounds safe and the lady there said it was okay for me to go there so...I'm going.. there.

Will you see me there? If...if it's bad for you, then I understand..but it'd be nice. Like...like old times.

S..sometimes people can be so gross.

I...'m..still alone...but I think I'm finding a city...I think...maybe it's not real...maybe it is. What if?

A lot of things aren't actually real...It's true. Isn't it? I think...I don't know what I'm talking about...
I'm still so very lost..