our first fight ( Read more... )

he's everything i never knew i needed.

blah blah blah.

my life is a roller coaster ride i can't wait to get off of.

today, for the first time, in a long time, i looked at myself in the mirror, smiled, and knew in my heart that the smile on my face was real.

please help, i CANNOT go through losing another puppy...


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i've messed up good this time ( Read more... )

i just want to feel real again

im relapsing.

and i'm stuck. i can't get out of it.

usually when i realize it, i can stop myself.

but not this time. i just can't stop myself. no self control.

no boyfriend

no sister

my best friend was all i had, but even she doesn't want to talk to me.

this day has made it pretty clear to me that i'm on my own once again.

i never thought i would make the same mistake twice, but i did. i took him back. and no, never again will i do that. this time i am not only promising myself, but this time i'm promising my friends and family too.

one day til new york...

When we were starting out, you believed in me without a doubt
You were the finest thing to happen to a boy ( Read more... )