Apr 19, 2006 22:34
i've messed up good this time.
i don't know why i have to go through this shit. for one, i don't deserve this, and for two my parents don't deserve to have to put up with me like this.
and to tell the God's honest truth, if i could help myself, i would. but it's a hole and once you've fallen into it, there's no way to climb out.
i guess you would've had to gone through it to understand.