so yeah it has been a while since i've updated. mostly because i have been bucco busy. well tonight i am gonna watch i am sam for class tomorrow. and then tomorrow night cj, brandon, and i are gonna watch the crucible. totally cool :-) well that is all for now. i am gonna make some sandwiches......and only for me!!!!!! heheheheheeheh ( Read more... )

why does everything have to change? why can't things just stay the same? why can't it be like it used to be? why am i now kept in the dark? why am i left out? why am i all alone? why why why???

FUCK THIS!! FUCK THIS LIFE!!!! FUCK MY FEELINGS!!!!! FUCK MY EMOTIONS!!!!!! FUCK HOW I FEEL!!!!!!!! FUCK IT ALL!!!!!!!

it makes me so sad to hear the my friends are having rough times in their lives. but at the same time i think that we are all having rough times right now. brandon and i are officially not on break anymore. but we are supposed to calm down with the whole marriage talk. he tells me that he doesn't want a time limit on when we might get married. ( Read more... )

Richard just found out that brandon and i were on another separation. which means to me that he hasn't even touched a computer in the last two weeks. and he wrote a nice little bit about his feelings and stuff. last night brandon came over and we hung out. and then like everything else in my life, all hell broke loose. this week i am pmsing and ( Read more... )

so here are just some things that i have learned: richard will always have a crush on me (secertively or not), paul and cj will call me the most when i am at work(;-)), fay has always been there for me, brandon is my soul mate, i will always feel close to patrick even if he doesn't, but the number one thing that i have learned is that bad shit ( Read more... )

i don't know if you all know or not but brandon and i have been having some issues in our relationship. nothing huge just normal relationship stuff. but we have tried to talk about it and talking doesn't help. and we have done other things and they don't they don't help so this is what we decided.........we are seperated. the same rules apply, ( Read more... )

well yeah i am at home just chillin. i am supposed to be probably packing but instead i decided to update. tomorrow brandon and i are going to cali for some family thing. so that is where i am going to be tomorrow through sunday. just to let all of you know. nothing really has been going on. so yeah some people(cj, lindsey, and richard) need to ( Read more... )

Freudian Inventory Results Genital (56%) you appear to be stuck between a progressive and regressive outlook on life.
Latency (40%) you appear to have a good balance of knowledge seeking and practicality.
Phallic (60%) you appear to have a good balance of sexual awareness and sexual composure.
Anal (50%) you appear to have a good balance of ( Read more... )

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
Warmth ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Intellect ||||||||||||||| 50% Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||| 46% Liveliness ||||||||||||||| 50% Dutifulness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Social Assertiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Sensitivity ||||||||||||||| 46% ( Read more... )