I feel as if I'm nearly there...

Friday: plans with Joe fell threw cause he had to go settle something in court. So alex and I ended up walking to sarah's house. Saturday I went to Tims house were he said a bunch of b.s about he and I are going to turn our lives around and get back on track. We made a bunch of promises like we always do. he gets me all phsyked up about getting ( Read more... )

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Last night was the best night I've had in a long time.

i did nothing yesterday. and prolly wont do anything today. I'm sposed to go play pool with joe in cape may friday then go to the gym, but he doesnt know if he has court or not, so that plan isn't definite. dont know what i'm doing over the weekend. call if you wanna hang out.

I feel better today. Went out and cleared my head last night. Mike and Alex could be coming over today.

I'm FUCKING PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!. For a little while I was under the impression that shit was getting better. But then I realized that its me, and shit never gets better for me. I'm not allowed to be happy. there must be some divine scheme to keep me from getting anything. I just fucking hate my life. I have nothing to be happy about anymore. Hope is ( Read more... )

I don't have plans and schemes ( Read more... )

Mike N. and Alex came over yesterday. I made the mistake of letting Mike find one of my older brothers scimitars... He was like duuude i haaave to hit something. so needless to say he started looking for things to cut in half. After that we just hung out listening to some old blues and stuff. This was a good way to end the day after report cards * ( Read more... )

Theres something I nead to get off my chest...